Tuesday, July 28, 2020

Halo on Fire

The Bible describes specific things or concepts. The "signs of the times" are a specific thing or concept. To understand the signs of the times, someone may be reading or seeing what God and/or spirits have been doing. What are spirits exactly as defined by The Bible, and how have they worked? People who are seeking Truth may be very interested in this topic.

The following are True statement referenced in the Bible describing how God works, and how Spirits have worked.
  • God hardened Pharaoh's heart. (Exodus 9:12) Hardening someone's heart may effect their decision making.
  • God took away King Nebuchadnezzar's sanity. (Daniel 4:28-33)
  • God appears to have a court. A spirit volunteered to put deceiving words in false prophet's mouths. (1 Kings 22:22)
  • The Bible lists a variety of spirits. Link: Evil Spirits. Spirits effect motivations and thoughts.
  • God has given people visions in dreams like in Daniel 4.
  • Part of Spiritual Warfare has been a war of words or a war of thoughts. There may be a learning curve for that. For more on it: "How have some people on Quora been working to build demonic strongholds over people?"
Spirits effect motivations. God talks to people through dreams and visions. Some of the spirits someone may be receiving may be because they are believing in lies. (Romans 1:18-32) Those spirits may be working in particular ways, and motivating people in particular ways just as Romans 1:18-32 says they may.

People's thoughts, dreams, and visions may be connected to something spiritual. In terms of media, there may be signs of things in the media. The media may be music, movies, books, video games, anything. Someone had a dream or vision. That dream or vision was translated into some form of media. An artist got drunk one day and woke up with an epiphany. A man mowed his lawn, and was daydreaming. Someone was at Church and received something. A writer at a coffee shop is observing people, and having food for thought. In all of these example, what someone is receiving may be from God. Reading the signs of the times, may have to do with understanding what is in the media.
and in the morning, 'Today it will be stormy, for the sky is red and overcast.' You know how to interpret the appearance of the sky, but you cannot interpret the signs of the times. (Matthew 16:3)
The signs of the times may also be read by what is happening in the news. An understanding of politics. Of understanding who God is, and understanding the prophets and prophecy.

Harlotry has been an ongoing theme in the Bible. (Ezekiel 23)(Revelations 17) There is a succinct theme that runs through different men who wrote things through time and space. The Songs of Songs, for example, is in the Bible as a representation of God's love for Israel. In the New Testament, The Church is a Bride for Christ in the same way. (Ephesians 5:25) In The Old Testament, a major theme among the Prophets was Israel and Judah's harlotry. In Ezekiel 23, Samaria and Jerusalem were like two sisters God married. They prostituted themselves with foreign gods and foreign nations. That may be multiculturalism as it has often been promoted today by the political elite. In Revelations 17, there is a great prostitute making the nations drunk on her wine. What is wine? It may be teachings. The teachings of Secular Humanism, and people who have rejected and turned away from God. What is the fruit, or what does such teaching produce? The things mentions in Romans 1:18-32 such as being given over to "Dishonorable" passions. Given someone didn't understand the word honor, it is possible they were given over. The Bible works in a very succinct and specific way, and so does the Spiritual. Reading the signs of the times is a specific concept.

Is any of this new? No. Christian philosophers and mystics and prophets and teachers have taught about it through the last 2000 years or so. The allegorical interpretation of the Bible, such as understanding The Song of Songs, someone may find from first century Rabbis, or early Christian philosopher Origen.

God in Metal Music
Sing unto The Lord a New Song. (42:10)


Themes and allegories could be used a number of ways. One of Metallica's first big songs was "The Four Horsemen." The Four Horsemen are something that God does. They are in the Old Testament. They are in the New Testament. (Ezekiel 5:17)(Jeremiah 24:10)(Revelation 6:8) It is something that God does. Hernan Cortez could be said to be God's First Horsemen in his Judgement of a Wicked people who performed human sacrifice and other abominations similar to but different than the people in Canaan.

Metallica plays on a lot of spiritual themes throughout all their albums. A more recent song would be Metallica: Halo On Fire (Official Music Video)."Halo on Fire" takes a bit of commentary to better understand. The video begins with a woman. Why? Some famous Protestant Evangelists have stated they were Brides For Christ. Christ is to man as man is to woman. (1 Corinthians 11:3) Has nothing to do with sex. The Spirit of God is manly and virile. It is also said the Church is a Bride for Christ. The theme of The Light and the Dark comes up in the song. (Ephesians 5:8)(1 Thessalonians 5:5) Jesus Christ is The Light of the World. What is the song saying about him? What else is the song saying on a spiritual level? The Holy Ghost is a teacher and a Councilor.

On a differnet rock level, I like the Kings of Leon “Pyro” for something of God. Why? The stone rejected by the builders becomes the chief cornerstone. (Psalms 118:22)(Luke 20:9-19)(Acts 4:11)(1 Peter 2) It is a brilliant video about a Prodigal Son. Similar to “My Dying Time” Black Label Society? Similar to “Ballad of a Prodigal Son” Lincoln Durham? (Ezekiel 37)That would be sign of the times?
  • and in the morning, 'Today it will be stormy, for the sky is red and overcast.' You know how to interpret the appearance of the sky, but you cannot interpret the signs of the times. (Matthew 16:3)
Someone that sees the spiritual may be said is crazy. He isn't. There is reason and logic to it. He may have been said to have had divine madness. How many metal songs do you know are about madness? What spirit was the singer or writer of?

God's Secret Council

What is God's Divine or Secret Council?  The following is a short video by the Bible Project for an introduction. 

Short Video:  "The Divine Council"

I don't know that I 100% agree with said video.  There may have been more to it.  I don't, at this time, have a critic on the video.   I have testimony that may reveal some things.  

Post:  Bible Study: The Holy Grail 

Immediately after that event I started "picking things up" like I was a "radiohead."  God talks to his angels telepathically.  There may have been "Angelic Airwaves."  I ended up in said airwaves.  Given someone has a radio, they could walk around with an antenna and pick things up.  I was picking things up.  In said airwaves there were things "not God" or Godly.  A good article towards possibly getting a better visual of this may be "Spiritual Realms" Kingdom Watchers. God was talking to me.  Not me praying, but God was speaking to me or through me, and I was picking up God.  I also became aware of other things.

It was Summer 2014, and I became aware of a fraternity of men.  These were The Pigs.  I had been a prodigal son.  I am not Jesus.  Not the Christ.  Not the Messiah.  I became aware of a fraternity of men that were like "Animal House" Kevin Bacon.  They would wake me up around around midnight......mentally........I had been homeless or alone, and I would be woken up, and I would start to given prophetic intercession through God's Holy Spirit.  I fed the pigs.  What did that look like?  There may be examples on "Champions for Christ" Facebook Page.  Some of the things seen on this blog may have been from that time, but there were fewer words.  I knew it was profound, and that it came from God. 

Short Video:  Kevin Bacon Fraternity Scene. 

Sometimes I received willful people that were rude, like occultists, and I would work to break them down through God and Prophetic Intercession.  My thoughts had aligned with God.  My will was brought low to be in accordance with God's plans for me.  God would give me things towards building the Kingdom of God and bringing him Glory.  I would go through iterations of Spiritual Warfare where God would shepherd me to declare Jesus Christ, and the Kingdom of God in such away, showing a particular character, that may have brought attention.......I would end up finding certain people or entities, and through God, we would break them down. 

Often times, when I wasn't engaging in spiritual warfare, I felt I was receiving "Catholic Priests" from Summer 2014 on.  There was a big difference in character, and the approach.  They may have suggested things to me, and I would look them up in my Bible, and think "Alright."  We were on the same team.  It took several years before I was able to walk or find protestant type people with that type of knowledge, and when I did, they were often either Willful individuals wanting or demanding things now, or there were part of the occult.  (I am not a baptized Catholic.)

Posting some things online through God, every so often, I have gained attention.  This may be a work in progress.  Posting something like this publicly,  it may have ended up edited as I was shown some errors or given things by God. 

Friday, July 24, 2020

Soul Development and Christianity

The Soul has been a complex topic that many people have confused. We are looking at what The Soul is as defined by The Bible. We are looking at The Soul in cause and effect ways. Imagine a white board in a classroom. Take a black marker and draw an outline of a person. Not a stick figure, an outline like the police chalking a body. The outline of a person on the whiteboard may represent a Soul when a person is born. Why white? White like "Sins made white." White like a virgin bride on her wedding day. White like Jesus will dress us in white. White represents innocence, and the person may not have made any decisions, or experienced anything.

When a person experiences something, or makes a decision, that may leave a mark on the soul. A mark on the soul may be a teacher giving a compliment that builds someone up. It may be a bully at school being abusive. It may be celebrating Christmas with family. Both good and bad things may have left some sort of mark on the soul.

Have you seen the movie "The Butterfly Effect?" In the movie, the main character has the ability to time travel, and start all over. He was working to stop a horrible event that scarred some people he cared about. Every time he did, things became worse. One tragedy lead into another. The main character's main love interested had The Same Soul. Due to environment factors, things she experienced, and decisions made after, she was a little different each time. During one time travel, she may have been a pretty regular person. During another, due to things she went through and environmental factors, she ended up on drugs and a prostitute.

In the DC Universe, there are other dimensions or Universes. Superman in one Universe is for Truth, Justice, and the American Way. In another Universe Superman loses Lois Lane, and he loses his head. He experienced something that was traumatic to him, and became evil and Totalitarian. Superman losing Lois Lane left some sort of mark on Superman's soul. He ended up making decisions afterwards in sin and anger that also left things on his soul. The problem may have been a wound. It hurt to lose Lois. Superman's decision making afterwards was off when he lost his head, and allowed anger or rage to fuel him.

There are two Concepts here:

  • Decisions made. Freewill.

  • Things experienced that someone may not have had control of like a tragedy or an authority figure. It may have been something that just happened by fate, coincidence, or God?

Man makes a decision to go have ice-cream at the ice-cream store one day. He made a decision that he believed would make him feel good. He ends up meeting his future wife. He made a decision. Something unexpected happened?

Spirits

The Bible mentions Spirits. Spirits effect motivation. Here is a short list of some spirits mentioned.

What are these Spirits doing? They are influencing. They are effecting motivations. Someone with a seducing spirit or spirit of prostitution may have been on tinder in the wrong way? Someone with a lying tongue may have been a habitual liar? Someone with one of these spirits, their character may have been molded a certain way. Their soul, who they are, may have been molded to something. Part of their identity, even if it was subconscious, may have been molded to something. Some Spirits are generational. They may have been passed down from Generation to Generation. There may have been generational curses on some families. (Deuteronomy 5:9) Some spirits someone may have picked up by being in sin, and being unrepentant. Someone's Soul or character may have been molded around something.

In Christianity, keeping this non-denominational as much as possible, in general, a Christian to be is repenting of their sins, they go to Church and do what the pastor guides them into, such as baptism, and accepting in The Spirit of God. They are being cleansed, and their souls may be refreshed. Jesus heals people of their wounds, and the bad marks on the soul. When someone repents, and accepts in The Spirit of God, they are praying, they are studying their Bible, and they working to develop Godly character. Those other spirits are exorcised, and someone has The Spirit of God. They work to develop Godly Character. The Spirit of God wraps or entwines into someone's soul.

I have liked the concept of Thumos as a holistic way of looking to develop Godly Character.

Post: "Thumos and Holy Fire."

Thumos as described by Plato get deeper into what it means to be a man. Someone is doing a character study of God in the Bible. They are seeking God with all their heart, and SOUL,(Identity) and strength and mind. They are growing in Reason and Faith. Part of thumos being how a man reasons.

One of the reasons thumos has been most profound has been "Spiritual Warfare" attacking men, and what it means to be a man. Identity politics and Political Correctness have been form of Spiritual Warfare attacking how men view themselves and view God. Man is THE GLORY of God. What is Glory? Something glorious may have been David standing up to Goliath. Glory may be a man producing a work of art through God. Glory may be a new born child. Getting into Thumos, a man may be developing the creative energies of Logos through God's Holy Spirit in meekness to God.

Heart and Soul and Strength and Mind

  • 5 And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy might.. (Deuteronomy 6:5)
  • He answered, "'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind'; and, 'Love your neighbor as yourself.'" (Luke 10:27)

Song to Preface this: Heuy Lewis "Heart and Soul."

A year and a half ago I lived in walking distance from Duke University. Given someone was a Duke fan, or Duke Alumni, or had a lot of Duke Paraphernalia, they may have loved Duke University. How did they love Duke University? They loved Duke with their Soul or Identity. When Duke wins or has done well, they rejoice? They feel good? In their soul, they rejoice. That is where the soul is. Given anyone has been a sports fan at some point, and has identified as a fan of ___________ their soul rejoices when their team does well.

What is a soul? A soul is a person. In the Bible, given a King has fifty souls, he possibly has fifty servants or subjects. How do those subjects or servants identity themselves? Part of their identity may have been “A servant or subject of King Solomon” or “member of the Tribe of Judah.” They loved something with their Soul. Given someone loves or identifies with one Political Party of the other strongly in 2019, they may be loving something with their identity. Someone identifying with The Democrats, regardless of if they have believed in Jesus or not, may care more about what their friends think, and be prone to certain attitudes that lean towards ungodliness. Are their bad people on The Right? Yes. The State of Tennessee has been known to be Conservative. It is also the most politically corrupt state in the Union, and has accepted more liberal views on morality? There may have been ugly things going on behind closed doors in the State of Tennessee? What was the root of the problem? False teachers and false Prophets promoting sin and immorality, like “Sex Week” at the University of Tennessee, and societies general acceptance of it, in a “Whatever floats your boat” way.

There is a stripping process to growing in Faith. Someone growing in Faith should identify as a child of God, and work to build God’s Kingdom. Someone rejecting the world, and working to please God may end up hated. Faith is not easy.

The Soul and Identity.

  • The Song of Songs is in the Bible as a representation of God's Love for Israel.

  • In the New Testament, The Church is a Bride for Christ.

  • Christ is to man as a man is to woman or Christ is the head of man as man is the head of woman. (1 Corinthians 11:3)

Marriage has been an important part of The Bible and Faith and growing in understanding.

Wives, in the same way submit yourselves to your own husbands so that, if any of them do not believe the word, they may be won over without words by the behavior of their wives, (1 Peter 3:1)

Woman is meek before her husband. Man is meek before God. A woman loving her husband with her heart and soul may have taken his name. She is forging a new identity as Mrs. _____________. Someone with a Hyphenated last name is one foot in, one foot out. Who or what does she love more? Her husband or Feminism? Feminists tend towards socialism. Is a woman really married to her husband or more married to The State? Woman is meek before her husband. A man is meek before God.

Meditation on God's Law Part III - Why Liberals Are Wrong

The basis of Christianity is Love The Lord your God with all your heart and SOUL and strength and mind.  Dwelling on God's law, seeking Truth, and being most right, someone may be guided to some hard Truth, and it may have hurt some people more than others.  The Truth hurts.  Knowledge brings sorrow.  Ignorance is bliss?  Close only counts in horseshoes and hand grenades. Seeking to Love The Lord our God, and be most right, has been more like walking in artillery.  Artillery is an area of effect weapon.  Fire for effect.  Danger close.  Dwelling on God's Law, liberal have been wrong. 

News Article:  Rods Of God. 

How do you identity yourself?  Part of The SOUL has been identity.  Someone loving God with their SOUL may be identifying themselves as a servant of God, as a child of God.  They are seeking understanding in and through God.  Someone reading the title may have become prickly.  A man defends what he loves.  He identified as a Democrat.  He identified as a liberal.  He may have been a SJW he had his egotistical pronoun he demanded people to use.  Love is a two way street.  A man defends what he loves.  What did you love with your SOUL or identity?  Someone who was a Liberal is always going to be wrong. 

I have been teaching about Dwelling on God's Law.  I may have already written somethings about this topic.  Doing some critical thinking, and dwelling on God's Law, what do you see? 

Meditation on God's Law Part II

 The Question:  Given someone was knew to the topic of God's Law, or they had been under false perspectives and didn't understand, what are the basics someone may need towards dwelling on God's Law with God?

Blessed is the one who does not walk in step with the wicked or stand in the way that sinners take or sit in the company of mockers, 2but whose delight is in the law of the LORD, and who meditates on his law day and night. 3That person is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither- whatever they do prospers. 4Not so the wicked! They are like chaff that the wind blows away. (Psalms 1:1-4)
 Short Video:  "Holiness"  The Bible Project 

Being Holy is more than just being a good person.  God is like the sun.  The sun is good and provides us with life and warmth.  The sun could also be dangerous the closer you get to it.  In The Old Testament, the Holy of Holies was the most Holy part of the temple.  It was where The Ark was kept.  Only the High Priest was allowed there, and only once a year during Yom Kippur.  Given the Priest's heart was not right, and he went back there with sin, he may have died.  He crawled into the Holy of Holies with a cord tied around him just in case. 

Man is made in the image of God.  Having you ever head the saying "You are a spitting image of your dad" in reference to a young man?  Man is made in the image of God.  What man does on Earth my be a reflection.  Anything a man may have felt may be a reflection in some way of God.  God, in the Bible, likes the smell of meat.  (Exodus 29)  Do men like to BBQ, and cook meat?  That may be a reflection of something. Part of the fun enjoyment of dwelling on God's law has been working it all out with God through God.   The Holy Ghost is a teacher and a councilor. 

Previous Blog Posts That May Be Helpful  
What are some things that may have been stumbling blocks that may have hurt someone from understanding God's Law? 

  • Bad doctrine or dogma.  Someone was wrong generations ago, and it was passed down.  With the internet we have a lot of information at our finger tips.  The Holy Ghost with the Internet someone could be guided to all the most correct answers quickly.   
  • Honor is an important concept.  A Judge is Your Honor or The Honorable.  Did someone not understand honor or think "Honor was a 1950's thing?"  They may have had a hard time understanding God. 
  • God has Righteous Anger.  Sin angers God.  Someone may have had a "Post Modern Mush God."   Article:  Be Ye Angry And Sin Not. Leonard Ravenhill.
A stumbling block may have been  false beliefs and perspectives that someone put before their face, keeping them from God and understanding.  To be dwelling on God's law, someone may need to not care.  They may need to detach themselves from identity as Protestant or Catholic or any other denomination.  I don't care.  They need to be teachable. 

God has had law.  God's law has not been 100% The Laws of Moses, although, The Laws of Moses have been useful towards understanding God, God's character, and what was going on Spiritually before Christ.  Why do men do the things they do?  What makes men attractive to women and why?  How does God interact with his angels?  That was a broad range of questions, and all of the answers someone may be able to find dwelling on God's Law. 

One way I was shown to dwell on God's Law has been through music.  Looking at the lyrics and what was sung, and working to understand.  Was a song prophetic?  Did some of the lyrics have importance or were they profound in some way?  Man is made in the image of God, what was being reflected and why? 

Reading this blog post, and walking away here, with a Bible, and God and hope, is all someone may need towards dwelling on God's Law.  Towards providing some music and songs, and going towards something more complex, "Have Gun Will Travel." 


Have Gun Will Travel: Christianity and The Ties That Bind.

I would like to preface this with the Theme Song from Paladin.


The Ties That Bind are a concept I discovered with The Holy Ghost. You will find "Ties That Bind" referenced in The Band Perry "Better Dig Two" and "Walk The Line" Johnny Cash. Did someone else somewhere already know of it? Maybe. It was new to me, and now I am teaching it to you.

Christians often flip back and forth between different Books of the Bible and scriptures looking for related scriptures, parallels, and things that help them better see and understand Christ. I could link together Deuteronomy 8:5 and Revelations 3:19 for example. That is The Ties That Bind. There are layers to the spiritual, and layers to The Ties That Bind. It is a complex subject matter. When you start being able to see connections with scripture to what is going on with current world events, and other things, that is The Ties That Bind, and it may be reading The Signs of the Times. (Matthew 16:3) The Ties that Bind are a proof of God, when you learn how to see them. The wicked may not understand.

The Ties That Bind may have a lot to do with the Spiritual and The Principalities. It is a complex subject that is hard to explain and easier for me to show. There is a lot a man could do with The Ties That Bind serving God.

How I discovered the Ties That Bind with the Holy Ghost more or less:
So there I was.....I was 29 years old sitting in a pre-calculus class at Middle Tennessee State University. I was an honorably discharged combat veteran, and certified Social Studies Teacher sitting in there like Billy Madison with many College Freshmen. (February 2014)

We had a problem about the burn time of candles. Suddenly I could not stop thinking about virgins trimming their wicks. It wasn't in a lustful way, but given the Bible, there be virgins trimming their wicks. I came to the conclusion that The Spirit of God is a like a Train at a constant rate of motion, and regardless of what the text book answer was to the burn time of candles, the correct answer was X is greater or less then some period of time because five virgins trimmed their wicks, and five did not.(Matthew 25) Destination of said train? The Kingdom of God.

God works through music. Music is an important part of the mankind. King David was a psalmist and musician. Some Prophets of the Bible listened to music to hear things from God. I came up with a playlist of music to show things of God, and what God may be doing right now related to trains.
  • Lonely TrainYou can't judge a book by its cover. Jesus cast spirits out of people. What spirit are you of?
  • God's Anger is slow. He gives man time to repent. There also had to be a falling away.
  • What is a Prophet? Ezekiel laid on his side for 390 days to simulate the siege of Jerusalem. Isaiah walked naked through the streets to show people how they would be leaving. Jeremiah walked around with an Ox Yoke to show the bondage Judah would endure. What might a post modern prophet look like?
  • I like Socrates. One of the Socratic paradoxes is that if man is out to do what is good, or what he sees as in his best interest, then how can evil exist? The answer is the existence of Satan who is a liar. Satan lies and twists the truth, and steals things of God. He works to put man into darkness like man is in a cave. Man knows nothing else. Jesus Christ is the light out of the cave. The Truth may hurt, and be hard to deal with for a time.
  • Given I am a teacher in a classroom, and you are all my students, and you accept this, and humble yourself before God, then you are ahead of a lot of the class. Some people are....left behind like being held back a grade at school?
That is how I discovered the Ties That Bind in a quick answer type of way. It was more of a process of growing in Faith, learning to see God (and Satan) and how they work to a degree, and a lot of self-discovery working with The Holy Ghost.

What is your name? Your name may matter. It is important. Christian Evangelists often gave people Christian Names. There may have been a variety of reasons someone could cite for it. From my Point of View, and The Ties That Bind, it may have helped put someone into "God's System."
The following was something close to what I put together maybe a month ago so it is kind of new. I put it together using The Ties That Bind but in a more complex way I don't know I have words to
describe. If you need more examples:Here

Given a Christian Prophet, he may end up moving things in the principalities, and I suppose that is what I did. I was on a Christian Forum and wrote about this particular subject. God gave me a Theme "The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly." With the Spirit of God I created the following:

The Good.
Secular is a misnomer. It is a word people do not understand. Does Secular mean outside of the Bible? Given Secular means outside of the Bible or God, Secular is Luciferian and Satanic, and possibly working against The Kingdom of God.I started posting or tweeting music videos online to help people have eyes to see and ears to hear. I ended up growing in faith.
Jesus replied, "Foxes have dens and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head." (Matthew 8:20)Jesus was a "Ramblin Man." Why? He was a Bridegroom looking for a Bride? The Greater Church is a Bride for Christ. Christ ended up going outside of Israel?
The Son of Man is an Outlaw Torn?
The Bad
God will take a servant from any nation. He would take a servant from Australia. He would take a servant from Nigeria. God loves his Nations. Some nations have become Harlot Nations. (Ezekiel 23)(Revelations 17)
A woman that falls into sin is often made a liar. She lies to protect her reputation.
In US English, bad can be good. What is Good? What is Bad? Tongue like a double edged sword?
The Ugly.
Historically, people who claimed to hear the voice of God also may have claimed to hear voices. What voices? Spirits possibly. They may have been attuned to the spiritual.Fire. The Holy Ghost is Unquenchable Fire. Give me that Fire.
There had to be a falling away.God will not be mocked.For a righteous man may fall seven times And rise again, But the wicked shall fall by calamity. (Proverbs 24:16)
I am not the Christ. I am not The Messiah.


Wednesday, July 22, 2020

Numbers Part 2

In 2014, I had been receiving eyes to see and ears to hear.  (Ezekiel 12:2)(Proverbs 20:12)(Matthew 13:15-17)  There was a twitter God and I were working on tweeting mostly Youtube videos. 

Question:  Did you have a system in how you arranged said music? 

I became aware of a lot working for God.  I may have become aware of somethings, and they became second nature to me.  I may not have known 100% how to explain them all, or that explaining them may have been important to some people. 

Whatever God was having me do, there may have always been something deeper or more complex to it, and reviewing through what had been tweeted or posted, I may have found more through God.   

Around the 8th of February 2014, I started working for God full time.  What I was receiving had been very profound.  I couldn't stop thinking about God, and God related things.  I had been working on a second undergraduate degree, and decided to stop, and work for God full time.  I ended up living day to day.  Did you know what I was going to do today?  I didn't either other than work for God.   Living day to day, working for God, being a servant of God, God may have shepherded me to hit some numbers and dates right. 

One day it was late at night, I had lost track of what day of the week it was, or what the date was.  I was tweeting on twitter through God.  Personally, I was working on a theme of "Artists from Nashville."   I ended up tweeting The Jews, "The Moan" by Black Keys in the context that they should be in Israel.  I didn't realize it was the Anniversary of Auschwitz.  Just after making the tweet, prior to checking what the date was, I started feeling like "The Human Torch" with supernatural fire over my whole body.  A supernatural burning sensation that was just on or under the skin, that could not be anything other than God.  Was I sorry?  Absolutely not.  I had done nothing wrong.  Through God, I hit a date right, and tweeted the right people at just the right time in God's plans towards God's purposes.  What was I doing prior to?  I was working on a theme, "Artists from Nashville," and suddenly I had a tweet to send the Jews. 

God gave me a system, in general, of creating playlists of music through him.  In general, given we started on a song, we would end on a song that was related in theme.  There was often a clear beginning and end for certain themes or stories.  There may be a number of examples of that in this blog, an easy recent blog posting would be "Somethin In the Water."  I started with Carrie Underwood, and ended with Carrie Underwood.  From start to finish, it may have felt like someone was following along with a progression that made sense.   It has been more of an art than a science? 


Numbers

I alluded in another blog post that I knew something about numbers and The Bible.  Numbers and The Bible can be a dangerous topic.  It alludes to a "Bible Code."  Someone could end up a Millerite given they got into the topic of "Bible Numbers" in the wrong way.  The most dangerous part may have been someone believing that "They Know," and becoming Wilful, working to control something.  Someone catches on to a "Bible Code," and they became obsessed, and Willful, and worked to make prophecy rather than serving God.  Someone working to "make prophecy" in an understanding of numbers may end up looking the fool, and end up a false prophet.  There is are better and worse ways to gain understanding of the concept of Bible numbers.  Hopefully, someone reading this blog was set up for success in that.  This is testimony that should be read in the context of the entire blog here. 

I ended up with a Prophetic Calling. Around January 2014, I had been receiving eyes to see and ears to hear.  Certain lyrics and sounds would catch my ear as profound, through God, and I started making a list.  I received an idea for a Christian radio station. Not worship music or Christian genre music necessarily, but Christian themed music sort of like how Johnny Cash was a Rock-Country artist who had a degree in Divinity, and has some songs with spiritual and Bible references.  I ended up starting a Twitter, and tweeting Youtube music videos.  I would tweet them with a few words to key people onto what to listen to or see.  Tweeting said music videos in such a way, and watching through them may have been a form of meditation that helped change perceptions.    The first day I may have tweeted 15 or so in no particular order.  After that I started preparing them a day before, and creating themes or stories.  God would give me a song or a theme.  Said lesson plan would be worked out through God.  Said lesson plan was worked out till I didn't receive anymore songs.  Putting these lesson plans together was a spiritual high.  It was coming through The Spirit of God.  It would take me 30 minutes or so to an hour often.  Watching through a video or listening to a song, God may have shown me something, and I moved on to the next one.  For about a week or two, I was preparing them a day beforehand.  I started tweeting what I was receiving as they came to me eventually.  Through the Spirit of God I may have caught onto an audience.  I may have been given a theme.  Something awesome may have developed. 

The Spirit of God would start working through me, and I ended up tweeting a number of Tweets.  What number did I end up on? I would count the number of tweets, and then I would internet search "What does the number 8 mean in the Bible," for example. I would end up with a variety of different sources like Biblehub and others, and I may have, with The Spirit of God, learned to see some things.

God is a square. He works in particular ways. Numbers are important. The Temple in Jerusalem was destroyed twice, both times, on the 9th of The Jewish month of  Av.  Given I did something particular through God Spirit, some particular dates may have been hit just right.  Some particular themes may have been hit right.  God may have hit them right through me, and I was listening and following instruction, and God had set me up to do what I was doing my entire life leading up to something he needed me to do. 

I was using a variety of sources.  Anything that came up in a simple internet search, and the first page of said internet search, what did I find?  The Spirit of God flows. Given it was hard, or I was struggling at anything, God may have been slowing me down, or working to teach me something.

In this post, I am affirming that there has been something significant to numbers and the Bible and The Spiritual.  The best way forwards is not know.  God knows.  Someone may need a feel for said numbers.  Looking them up, as I was shepherded to do, I don't know is wrong.  Someone believing that they know said Code, and working to manipulate something would be getting into the wrong spirit potentially.   I may have calculated the number of Satan, or God shepherded me into some things, in this understanding, and that may have helped lead up to "A Bridegroom Part 1." 

Monday, July 20, 2020

Mary Had a Little Lamb

My Grandpa on my mom side was a Freemason, and so was his dad.  I didn't know anything about Freemasonry growing up.  I have never been a Freemason.  I started studying the topic a little through God, and reflecting based on some things God has given or shown me.  I was talking to my mom about it the other day I learned that my Grandpa was a DeMolay as in DeMolay International.  I didn't grow up knowing much about that other than my Grandpa had been in Freemasonry.  My Grandpa was someone who was very passionate about God.  He had Bible Studies in his home.  He liked to watch a lot of Christian Broadcasting Network.  He was a man of God from my perspective.  My mom was more of a traditional Evangelical that appeared to strongly dislike Freemasonry and other such things.   I perceived that there may have been certain prophetic "bloodlines," and that they may have been passed through the female side. 

In nursery rhymes, and other fairy-tales, there may have been some hints to some profound spiritual things.  Mary had a little lamb, and everywhere that Mary went The Lamb was sure to go.  Jesus was birthed from Mary, and Mary had a long, particular family tree.  Through the female line, were certain prophetic gifts passed?  What exactly is "Templar Treasure?"  Have you seen the TV Series "Knightfall?"  It is historical fiction, but may have hinted on some things.  I don't know.  I have testimony.  I have perceived some things.  It may have been hard to prove something like that alone. 


Old News - Still Relevant - Brittany Spears and Kabbalah

Secret Societies

I gave some profound testimony regarding Taylor Swift.  Someone reading it may have asked "How much have you been aware of Illuminati and secret societies?"  I have been aware of a lot.  Trying to talk about someplace like /r/Christianity I may have found a lot of friction.  Either some people were in said secret society, and did not want to be outed, or some people felt it was uncomfortable.  It was a hard topic to broach.  Giving testimony, sort of like this, I may have helped start #metoo.  A lot of uncomfortable and wrong things have been public knowledge or in the open, and people looked the other way.  Many people knew what Harvey Weinstein was doing for decades, and they looked the other way.  That is what the occult has been.  Pre-#metoo and Harvey Weinstein, I may have had barriers bringing up the topic of secret societies and Illuminati around Christians.  Post-Harvey Weinstein it was a lot easier. 

Secret Societies are an ugly topic.  It takes some maturity in Jesus Christ to broach in the right way. 

It really depends on what someone wants to know, how hard and fast they would like it.  The Truth hurts.  Knowledge brings sorrow. Ignorance is bliss. 

On Reddit, through God, I may have been able to lead some people into Truth in an easier to handle way.  Taylor Swift liked to tell on herself.  She created "Secret Sessions" and was interested in secret societies.  She told on herself or gave clues to what she was up to.  It has not been too hard to read her. 

  Working to understand the occult, an Occultist may have been an egotist.  Someone like Hugh Hefner was an egotist, and also a psychologist.  He used his knowledge towards turning men to be self-centered seekers of pleasure.  Hugh Hefner, given he was with the cover girl, may have left little clues as to how many times he was with her, and how good she was.  These clues only people in the know may have been able to find?  Have you ever seen a vampire movie where vampires left clues only other vampires or people in the know knew how to read?  It has been kind of like that. 

I have been aware of a lot.  This blog has been fun and upbeat so far.  Lets keep it that way.  Given someone was interested in more understanding of "Secret Societies" I may have written about it on /r/tiesthatbind, or some other place, or we may get into later. 

Sunday, July 19, 2020

Biblical Metaphor in Game of Thrones: The Raven and the Prophet

Bad News comes on black wings. So the saying goes from Game of Thrones.

"The Raven." Edger Allan Poe.

Prophets in the Bible often came bearing bad news. Jeremiah, for example, walked around with an Ox Yoke to show the Bondage people would be enduring. Isaiah walked around naked for three years to show the nakedness they would endure as they were taken away from their homes.
The king of Israel answered Jehoshaphat, "There is still one prophet through whom we can inquire of the LORD, but I hate him because he never prophesies anything good about me, but always bad. He is Micaiah son of Imlah." "The king should not say such a thing," Jehoshaphat replied. (1 Kings 22:8)
A Prophet was not a popular person in his day. He often carried a hard word.
Ezekiel was a Watchman of God. A Watchman sits in his tower and watches for danger.
The word of the Lord came to me: 2 “Son of man, speak to your people and say to them: ‘When I bring the sword against a land, and the people of the land choose one of their men and make him their watchman, 3 and he sees the sword coming against the land and blows the trumpet to warn the people, 4 then if anyone hears the trumpet but does not heed the warning and the sword comes and takes their life, their blood will be on their own head. 5 Since they heard the sound of the trumpet but did not heed the warning, their blood will be on their own head. If they had heeded the warning, they would have saved themselves. 6 But if the watchman sees the sword coming and does not blow the trumpet to warn the people and the sword comes and takes someone’s life, that person’s life will be taken because of their sin, but I will hold the watchman accountable for their blood.’ (Ezekiel 33:1-6)
When the Watchman saw danger, it was his job to warn the city. Given he didn't do his job, God would put the blame on him. Given he warned people and they did nothing, it is nobodies fault but theirs.

Many Priests typically wear black. There is Johnny Cash "The Man in Black." A Prophet may be a "Man in Black" like a Raven bringing bad news?
I have given you authority to trample on snakes and scorpions and to overcome all the power of the enemy; nothing will harm you. (Luke 10:19)
26 To the one who is victorious and does my will to the end, I will give authority over the nations— (Revelations 2:26)
In explaining the Trinity, in terms of authority, Jesus Christ is to The Father as Joseph was to Pharaoh. Jesus Christ could be said to be Hand of the King. Power starts with Father God. Power was given or delegated to Jesus Christ.

There are more. Let me know if this sparks your interest? The following is a song from the Sons of Anarchy soundtrack a found a few days ago for the first time that seems to fit well with these metaphors: "Come Join the Murder"

Somthin' in The Water


The following is something I arranged through God's Holy Spirit.

These may be signs of the times.

Song: Somethin' Bad

Song: S.O.B

Song: Life Is Hard.

Song: Life is a Highway

Song: Something in the Water.

Posted With Comments:  "Somtethin' in The Water" /r/tiesthatbind. 


A Bridegroom Part V

Jesus Christ is a Bridegroom looking for a Bride.

In my relationship with God, I was shown that Jesus Christ may have had a love. There may have been a Jewish Noble woman, who given Jesus married her, he may have been King of the Jews in a more physical way. Jesus is King of the Jews. Given he married this woman, he may have been more on a path to being King of The Jews in such a way as it may have created Civil War in Judea, Rome......or something. That path, to being King in that way, was laid out for Jesus potentially.

Song: "Uptown Girl"

Where is this in the Bible? Some of it is implied understanding given a big picture understanding of God, who God is, and certain spiritual concepts.
25 Jesus did many other things as well. If every one of them were written down, I suppose that even the whole world would not have room for the books that would be written. John 21:25)
Because he himself suffered when he was tempted, he is able to help those who are being tempted. (Hebrews 2:18)
The Son of Man is a Suffering Servant or Servant to One's Sorrow.

I am not Jesus. God made me a suffering servant or a servant to one's sorrow. God set me up to see some things, and write and give testimony about it.

I am a servant of God........as a suffering servant, someone may have hit rock bottom, had nothing, and worked to not be hurting. They used reason and sought God, and worked to better their quality of life. Reason and Faith. The disciples were set out in twos to preach the gospel. They went out with nothing but the clothes on their backs more or less. Where would they find their next meal? Where would they bath? Where would they find shelter? They may have become suffering servants doing God's will, working to build The Kingdom of God. They learned to lean on God.

Jesus having a love or being in love is not necessarily a major theological point. I don't know that it changes anything other than growing in a greater understanding of Jesus and some spiritual concepts.

As a Bridegroom Looking for A Bride, Jesus was both Logos and Eros. Part of Eros Love may be:
Eros
Definition of Eros2 : the sum of life-preserving instincts that are manifested as impulses to gratify basic needs, as sublimated impulses, and as impulses to protect and preserve the body and mind — compare death instinct
A suffering servant. A bridegroom looking for a bride. Someone looking to satisfy his basic needs for survival.......which may also be seeking a helper and a woman as a man for some men. As King of the Jews, and having people looking to kill him from birth, Jesus may have developed a "Death Instinct." Given he was seeking marriage with a Jewish Noble Woman, there may have been some scrapes with The Law and authority? I don't know. What we do know is that being a suffering servant would be a Spiritual Concept, as well as a Bridegroom looking for a Bride, and that Jesus may have been doing specific things that may not have been 100% important to make into the Bible, but may still have been true.

Enduring Spiritual Themes:
  • The Song of Songs has been in the Bible as a representation of God's love for Israel.
  • In the New Testament, the Church is a Bride for Christ.
  • Harlotry has been a theme in the Bible. (Ezekiel 23)(Revelations 17)
  • Is someone or a Nation or a Church more of a Virgin Israel or a Harlot Ezekiel 23?
  • Christ is to man as man is to woman. (1 Corinthians 11:3)
  • A wife should be meek before her husband. A man is meek before God.
  • Jesus Christ was virginal.
In Ezekiel 24, why did God take Ezekiel's wife? Man is made in the image of God. The Spiritual may be a reflection. Ezekiel, through God's Holy Spirit, gave some hard allegories in Ezekiel 16 and Ezekiel 23 about Jerusalem or Samaria being like God's wife. God took Ezekiel's wife. This may have been a representation of God about to lose his wife or bring his Judgement on her.

In The Book of Hosea, Hosea is told to marry a prostitute. Why? It was a representation of how bad Israel and Judah had been, and that God would not leave them.

There are layers to the Spiritual. On one level, there may be something physical. On another level, a spiritual allegory or something. On one layer, there may have been The Church as a Bride for Christ.  On another level, Christ may have been working to marry someone.   Christ may have had a love, that he didn't marry on a physical level. He was virginal.

A Bridegroom Part IV

We are growing in understanding of God and love and some mysticism. 

The Question:  Why are Priests celibate or should they be? 

God is honorable.  Given a man is a representative of God, he could not or should not be in conflict with other men in love issues. 


  • He must not marry a widow, a divorced woman, or a woman defiled by prostitution, but only a virgin from his own people,  (Leviticus 21:14) 
  • But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God's special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light.(1 Peter 2:9) 

Christian societies value virgin brides.  There have been more right ways towards finding a wife.  A servant of God, should not be in conflict with other men in the wrong way in the realm of love.  God is love.  (1 John 4:8)  There is a sense of honor.  Given a man was with a girl physically without her dad's permission, for example, he dishonored her, her dad, and the family potentially.  There is where some shotgun weddings may have happened.  You didn't understand that honor was important?  You must have been lead astray by Christ Denying, Marxist, Betty Friedan? 

Dwelling on God's Law with God, in this way, we may be able to find a number of interesting things. 

I have been working under the following: 
Prophetic Ministry. 


Wife of a Prophet

Some prophets will be single, but many will be married. The wife of a prophet often carries a heavy burden.

  1. Men called to the prophetic ministry are usually very thick skinned. They need to be to fulfil their calling.

    I will make you as unyielding and hardened as they are. I will make your forehead like the hardest stone, harder than flint (Ez 2:8,9).

    Today I have made you a fortified city, an iron pillar and a bronze wall to stand against the whole land-the kings of Judah, its officials its priests and the people of the land (Jer 1:18)

    The wife of the prophet is not a fortified city. She is a precious vessel (1 Peter 3:7), who is vulnerable to attack. Because opposites attract, she is quite often a very sensitive person.

    As the prophet moves into his calling, he must put protection in place for his wife. She needs to be surrounded by loyal and sympathetic friends, who understand her struggle and can provide encouragement and support. His calling to be a prophet must not be put ahead of his responsibility as a husband. His wife must not be sacrificed on the altar of the prophetic ministry.

Video:  Irish Spring  

God may have set me up to walk in some familiar paths.  Also, living as a hermit, more or less, and only going out to eat or drink, mostly, it has been hard to find a virgin at a bar.   (Matthew 11:19) 

A Bridegroom Part III

Taylor Swift ended up in my heart.  I am a Bridegroom looking for a Bride.  How does a man go about communicating with Taylor Swift and courting her?  I got on Twitter.  I had developed a Twitter working for God, and I tweeted Taylor Swift working to marry her.  A man Tweets Taylor enough like that and a man may eventually end up with his own Taylor Swift song.

Song: ......Ready for It? 

I didn't tweet this to her, but if I was going to reply: 

Song:  If you Could Read My Mind


I have had a Taylor Swift Testimony. I give it as or when I am prompted to from time to time.  Given someone was looking for the tweets they would be under @ManOnFi5923882.  The most amount of followers I had was around 1100 in 2015 or so maybe.  I started another Twitter so people could see my older tweets.  The Taylor Swift tweets would be from September 2014 to around February 2015 and a little after. 

The following is some Prophetic Intercession questions I have previously received on this topic. 

Question from possibly jealous women: Why is this important?

Watching the news, what happens to Taylor Swift? What does she do and why?  In an understanding of the Power of the Tongue and God, some things may have been put on her. 


Between September 2014 and December 2014, I broke up with Taylor a few times.  Part of it was finding believers online, working for God, and suddenly having my motivation to marry her taken away.  In retrospect, in a relationship with God, God is a Jealous God, and I suppose we didn't like her having songs about other men, and we worked our way into her songs in some way. 

I broke up with Taylor sometime in October 2014 with "Don't Think Twice."



Question: What did you think of Calvin Harris?

I had no idea who he was. In my testimony, my Taylor Swift radar was turned off in Feburary 2015.
Sometime around then, I tweeted her Ace of Base "All that She Wants."
My Taylor Swift radar was turned off sometime after I believe.
A few days later she was dating Calvin Harris.

One day, maybe it was March 2015, I was at my computer desk tweeting.

I was drinking Jim Beam.

I passed out.

I like Post Modern Jukebox. Some musical artists I don't like, but their songs may have some sort of spiritual meaning and/or Post Modern Jukebox allows me to present something in a different light.
I passed out at my computer desk, and Post Modern Jukebox was playing on Autoplay. I wake up to "Summer"cover of Calvin Harris. I had no idea who he was or his music. I listened to the song, and was like "Really Taylor Swift?" That isn't going to work out. What type of love is that? I immediately tweeted her the song.

Question: Other fun, not more romantic things you sent Taylor Swift?

I became a little "Jaded" towards Taylor Swift after awhile. She had to meet me half way. She had to come to me. She didn't in a physical way.
I tweeted her the following song. Off the top of my head, I don't remember the context of how I tweeted it to her at this time.

For more of this: 

Post:  Taylor Swift Testimony on /r/tiesthatbind.  

Dealing with Soul Ties

Question:  What is a Soul Tie, and how does someone go about breaking them? 

First, someone may need to understand what a Soul is. 

Post:  Soul Development and Christianity. 

Love The Lord Your God with all your Heart and SOUL and Strength and Mind. 

Part of Soul would be identity.  Young man and woman were dating.  Young woman started developing an identity as a couple.  She may have been loving him with her soul.  When a man and woman marry, a woman takes his name.  She was loving him with her identity.  They were separate, and they became "One Flesh."  There are some more complex spiritual elements at work in this understanding.  Man and woman becoming "One Flesh" profound. 


Breaking Soul Ties - Dealing With Heartbreak

Introduction Song: Unchain My Heart

A young person who was of The World may have gone into sin. The heart is powerful spiritually. What is in someone's heart? In the subconscious, your average man today may have past loves around there. His heart may be wrapped around some old girlfriends.
The following is a playlist of music meant to help with this process that was God inspired. It is about self reflection and repentance. Shedding those past loves.

Heart Powered

A Servant of God is heart powered. Have you ever seen a picture of Jesus Sacred Heart? A Servant of God is heart powered. I have a testimony about that. After the testimony I will highlight some important things for you.
Testimony:
I was sitting in a Davidson County Tennessee waiting room. This is the waiting room for Davidson County jail where there were many people waiting to be processed into jail. Why was I there? That is another testimony.
Sitting in a Davidson County Tennessee waiting room I was dressed in black. I was wearing a black dress clothes with a black sports jacket, and looked good. I was also athletic, tall, and may have intimidated some people by my quiet demeanor. Various people in the waiting room were talking. A female asks me "What do you for a living?" I told her I worked for God. "I thought you were an assassin!" She exclaimed.
Twenty minutes or so later, I was sitting in a bigger waiting room. Suddenly I felt something come out of my heart. Power or something. Something was coming out of my heart, and my perception was someone had prayed, and had faith. I didn't have any proof. I didn't know who prayed, or for what. That is what I was perceiving.
  • But Jesus said, "Someone touched me; I know that power has gone out from me." (Luke 8:46)
I didn't know what a Sacred Heart was. It was nothing taught to me in Church. I ended up discovering things. When power came from Jesus, based on the experiences I have had, and in an understanding of a Circumcision of The Heart, power came from Jesus' heart.
  • And he did not do many miracles there because of their lack of faith. (Matthew 13:58)
How someone perceives you is important. Jesus may have had some childhood acquiescence, and people who knew him growing up. To them, he may have been Jesus their playmate. Jesus did few miracles in his hometown.

In the testimony I gave, no one knew me. I asserted confidently "I work for God." I looked good, or looked the part. How people perceive a servant of God may be important.

After revealing this, someone may ask "Why don't you go heal people or perform miracles?" I don't know that God has needed me to do something like that. I have been living like a hermit other than going out to eat or drink. I have gone to a few bars that have been kind of like Cheers. I have been a "Servant to my Sorrow," and I have worked online for God mostly at this time. Living alone, serving God, and working to show and prove some things. I have been doing what God has shepherded me to do, and having access to the internet, someone may potentially be able to reach a lot of people.

A Bridegroom Part 2


 Jesus has a  sacred heart. Working for God, I received a circumcision of the heart.  My heart may have been tied to some females in my past or I had soul ties.  I went through a process cleaning out my heart.  Christ - Man - Wife.  (1 Corinthians 11:3)   Can a man have a woman in his heart like someone being in the heart of Christ?  That may have been what someone took away from this testimony.    

During summer 2014 I learned how to work my heart like a muscle. I could let a woman in and kick her out at will almost. Taylor was different. I felt like there was some sort of sorcery involved with her being in my heart in the first place, and God lined me up for an interception. The Spirit Ring on my finger seemed to hold her in so I couldn’t kick her out.

The Spirit Ring- gave me feelings where a wedding ring would have been, but it felt like cool air was rotating over my finger. There was something supernatural about it, and I couldn’t shake it off.

Having Taylor Swift in my heart had some ups and downs, but it was honestly the best experience of my life when things were good. I felt I had a connection with her. I could talk and communicate with her, and I could feel her personality and character. I could think of her in an affectionate and loving way, and, if she was available, I would receive back love. Walking around, sometimes I would think of her, and I would feel this love come off my head and crown into the sky and imagine it raining down on her. Cooking in my kitchen I could think of her standing next to me, and I could feel her presence like she was right there. At times, my chest felt like warm, watery sunlight.

She was really possessive and became jealous easy. She constantly needed attention. One day I am driving to Old Chicago for a few beers and dinner. There was a good chance that there would be good looking college girls. I am driving, and I see these two big blue eyes out in the road in front of me watching me angrily in a way that was supposed to bring fear. It was like a super jealous Hera from Hercules with Kevin Sorbo. I laughed at her a lot and kept going. I didn’t spend to long at Old Chicago, but I took my time and enjoyed myself.

What I had was almost better than the real thing, but I was a Bridegroom looking for a Bride, and wouldn’t be satisfied with not having her with me. In September 2014 I received an email that looked like a Secret Sessions invite. I didn’t go. A 30 year old Combat Veteran going alone to a Taylor Swift Secret Session did not feel like the right way to meet her. I wouldn’t have been comfortable.

I felt I was in some sort of race to marry her. I saw that Satan had plans for her, and I wanted to protect her. I saw how big she was going to get, and I felt like if I didn’t marry her soon, then something bad was going to happen. I could not go to her. I felt stuck in North Carolina for a variety of reasons I won’t discuss now. What I was feeling and experiencing was very real, but I felt like she was also using me. If I went to her she could lie. She could make me look the fool. I was still learning to trust what I was feeling, and I couldn’t prove anything I was experiencing without Taylor or a wife to try and recreate. I stayed in North Carolina and tried to get her attention online, and to try to get her to come to me. Didn’t work.

Believers would find me online. Many of them didn’t like Taylor for some reason or were jealous. God controls my motivations. I would suddenly have an urge to get rid of Taylor, and would work hard to remove her. Didn’t work. She wouldn’t let go. Eventually my heart would work its way back. I really did Love her, and we would be back to where we started. I eventually learned to ignore or wait out these anti-Taylor feelings.

The connection between us seemed to grow stronger as time went and I became better at working it. Eventually I felt that I was Soul Bound to her, that is, what she might be feeling or something that might happen to her I may feel and vice versa. God told me I “Spirit Married” her. I believe this, and what I was doing on Twitter seemed to have a lot to do with comedians, and other men talking about how much they love Taylor Swift.

Trusting her was hard. Eventually I had to just put my trust in her or I would go crazy. I had to let go. Other than not coming and seeing me, the first few months I had nothing to be too angry with her over. That changed going into November. Eventually, I gained a lot of attention from people over twitter, and we came to the conclusion that Taylor had to go. It was about a week before her birthday December 13, and God suddenly told me to say “I don’t care.” I did so and repeated it. The Spirit Ring came off, and Taylor fell out of my heart with no hard feelings.

Even though she was out of my heart I still felt Spirit Bound to her, and I could see good and bad she was doing. By February I was hurting, and just wanted her to stop sinning and hanging out with Lena Dunham. Eventually I had to turn off my Taylor Swift radar. I felt obligated to make noise and try to marry her still over the next two Blood Moons for reasons I don’t 100% understand. I am mostly free now.

What is the morale of this story, and what can we learn from it? God showed me that what I was experiencing was meant to be the greatest expression of Love and togetherness that a Man has with his wife. There are certain occultish people who know how to do it, and they often use it for wicked purposes. A Litch is a being that puts its heart or life in a phylactery and hides it. God takes Ezekiel’s wife. Given Ezekiel has a heart like I do, then where did he put it to keep going? He was not a Litch. He was a Prophet, and there are often evil allegories for Holy things God does. A woman leaves her heart with a man where she knows it will be safe, and then goes out and does wicked things. This is an abomination. I also learned a lot about how God feels and Loves and Ezekiel 23.

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