Wednesday, October 28, 2026

Spiritual Warfare and Political Ideologies

Part of Spiritual Warfare has been a War of Words, a War of Thoughts.  (2 Corinthians 10:5)  How does man perceive himself?    How does man perceive God?  Given Christians were doing more right, perceptions should be shifting towards The Kingdom of God, and alignment with God, like Saint Patrick going into Pagan Ireland countering the culture of the pagan Irish.  Given perceptions were shifting more "Some other way," where was it coming from and why?  Understanding political ideologies is a big part of Spiritual Warfare.  

What is the goal?  The goal is the Kingdom of God, and that someone has God in their mind.  In attacking political ideologies, we are not being mean, and it isn't personal.  This is a kindness.  In Spiritual Warfare, you can attack bad ideas.  

In Rome around 100 AD, what ideologies were there?  In Alexandria, Egypt around 500 AD, what ideologies were people?   In Spain around 1200 AD, what ideologies were people?  There were no ideologies.  Religion was often the main dividing line.  In Spain, around 1200 AD, someone was a Christian, a Talmudic Jew, or a Muslim.  Christianity is a complete way of thought.  Ideologies come out of the Reformation.  Regardless of if someone is a Protestant or Catholic or Orthodox, this is important to understand.  The Reformation created a "Splintering."  Splintering of thought.  

God's way is a line.  Walking the line, "things," people or demons or something, it may try to push pull someone off the line.  The Reformation was a splintering where men were push pulled every which way, and lost in the dark.  I am not saying the Catholics were 100% right, or were not wrong.  That is not the point here.  The Reformation allowed a tidal wave of false prophets and Satanic influences into Christendom.  

A thought is like a seed.  If we were to go to Quora, or to Reddit on /r/askChristians or something, a lot of people may have had bad thoughts.  These thoughts were like a seed.  Given a man dwells on a bad thought too much, he may have given root to something.  In Reformation, a lot of people were opened up to bad thoughts.  

It is 2026.  Standing in all Truth, political ideologies have a particular definition, and work a particular way.  Communal living is an old idea.  The Dead Sea Scrolls "Community," they lived communally.  In 1000 AD, a man may have joined a Holy Order and taken a vow of poverty.  He lived communally.  Socialism came from a Christian/Jewish Apostate, where something was stolen.  This idea of communal living was stolen, twisted, and presented back to people in a corrupt way.  Using Government power to punish the wealthy, and force a communal living would be socialism, a bad idea, and a corruption of something.    

People choose God.  Satan has a top down authority structure where authority is forced.  One way to see the Satanism in Socialism, is to offer socialists a chance to create their own community.  Given they had a piece of land, and wanted to create their own Socialist Utopia to "Be a Light" unto the world, and show the world how great socialism is, they should do that.  Given Socialism is a good idea, people should choose it right?  That is not what Socialism is.  Someone wants to force their will on society.  To do that, they need government power.  They may need to overthrow the current establishment.  Their plans are to force their will.  To force their will they will be totalitarian.  This how we see the Satanism in Socialism.  

Political Ideologies is a big topic.  It takes a lot of background knowledge.  This is an introduction to Spiritual Warfare and Political Ideologies.  

Addendum -  

What is the difference between a Nation and a State?  

A state is a governmental entity.  Texas is a State.  New York is a State.  France is a State.  Japan is a State.  These are governmental entities.  The United States, is a Federation of 50 States.  

Nation is the people and the culture.  Religion is a big part of culture.  

The US Constitution creates a Federal State, like Federalism in the "Federalist Papers."  Is the American Nation Christian?  The US Constitution did not create a Nation.  Laissez Faire British Policies leading towards an American Revolution helped create an American Nation.  The American Nation was full of Christians fleeing the religious wars in Europe looking to create a "City Upon a Hill."  Given someone was to say "The US is not a Christian Nation," does that make it a Harlot Ezekiel 23 Nation, drinking a Harlot's Wine?  

Question:  Is Capitalism wrong or bad?  

Adam Smith may have been a "man of his time," observing things.  There may not have been anything wrong with Adam Smith in writing "The Wealth of Nations."  

In the Reformation, there was Usury.  The Romans didn't care for Usury.  Christians don't do Usury.  The Reformation happened, and suddenly there was Usury.  The Dutch East India Company and the Stock Market was built off of Usury.  

God's way isn't a Marxist 5 year plan.  God's Kingdom happens where men are accepting the Kingship of The Lord Jesus Christ.  That could happen now. That could happen after "Mad Max."  That could happen at any time.  Given men are accepting God's Kingdom, we are working towards Kingdom of God values.  

Given the economic system we have today, what happens when you take away Usury and Materialism?  Materialism may be like someone needing their Nike or Adidas.  People lined up down the street waiting for the new Air Jordan's, that is Materialism.  A Christian may have been "Plain as John the Baptist."  

Given a man woke up, and was able to shift around money in his stocks, while wearing his  pajamas, and with his coffee.....he has no personal attachment to what he is investing in.  People may have been numbers on someone's ledger.  This separation of personal attachment is part of the results of Usury.  Given a man has $25,000 saved up, that is capital.  A friend from Church has a business idea, and needs some help.  Loaning that $25,000 towards some agreed upon ends, that has personal investment.  

Question: Do you have any books you recommend for understanding political ideologies?  

Towards a basic understanding, and to gather your thoughts better, I like "Political Ideologies: An Introduction" by Andrew Heywood.  I have the Third Edition.  I don't know the difference between all the editions.  This was a textbook in college for Comparative Politics 101 or something.  It is easy to read and grasp.  We are reading towards an understanding of a Splintering of Thought and The Kingdom of God. 

Question: What is "Conservatism?"  

What is The Light?  Where are we going?  What is progress?  Progress in the French Revolution was "Republicanism."  French Revolutionaries were Luciferian, seeing man and anti-Monarchism as The Light.  There is a big difference between God Given Rights, giving deference to God, and Rights of Man, where man was worshiping himself.  Conservatism in the French Revolution would be "People against Republicanism," which tended to be pro-Catholic and Pro-Monarchy.  

In 1900, both political parties in the US were Progressive, like Teddy Roosevelt was Progressive.  Conservatism wasn't a thing till the 1970's. Conservatism in the US tends to be anyone who was "Not a Socialist," and "Not a Modern Liberal."  That may be Classical Liberals, Neo-Cons, Values Voters, Libertarians, and so on.  Conservatism isn't really an ideology.  In 2022, during the Dobbs case, were Liberals conservative, looking to hold onto Roe v Wade?  

Given we are building the Kingdom of God, who is resisting and in the way.  They are on The Wrong Side of History.  The Kingdom of God is Progressive.

Conservatism as an ideology may be more like Benjamin Disraeli.  That was never a thing in the US.  

Satanic Socialism may be where someone was working to force their ideology over society.  Prior to Roe v Wade, the States all had the ability to allow abortion or outlaw abortion.  Someone could work through the Democratic process to influence others to their view point, or vote with their feet and leave to a state where people view things more as they do.  Roe v Wade took abortion, a moral issue belonging to the states and the people, out of the hands of the people and states, and into the Federal Government.  Dobbs gave the issue of abortion, a moral issue, back to the people and the states.  Was someone working to force their will over society?  That is part of learning to see Satanism.  

Question:  In an understanding of God as a creator and Isaiah 45:7, why did Socialism come to be?  

There may have been a Satanic Cult institutionalized in wealthy business owners who were oppressing Christians whom had a Circumcision of the Heart.  God is an artist.  None of this is personal with God.  

Given someone was wrong, they need to repent, and they will be forgiven.  

Question:  How would you define Donald Trump?  

Prior to 2014, Donald Trump was a moderate Republican, almost a Democrat, who many people would have associated with a Ross Perot.  In 2014 or so, The Left went all in.  They started playing all their cards, and all the most far left lunacy around Universities ended up becoming political platform.  Open borders and men in girl's bathrooms.  The Left went far or hard Left.  Trump didn't change.  

Every US President post- WWII was a Globalist.  The US was forced onto the world stage from the Isolationism of the 1930's.  The US was containing communism and fighting for the Free World.  In 2016, it wasn't the Cold War anymore.  Donald Trump was a Nationalist.  He would like to make America Great.  Donald Trump is about his legacy and success.  He likes to be win and be victorious.  

Question:  Is Globalism wrong?  

The Post-World War II Globalism, in an understanding of the United Nations, was working to build a Tower of Babel.  

What is a Nation?  A Nation is The People and the Culture.  Is there a Globalist Culture where everyone is wearing blue jeans, and watching Katy Perry on Youtube?  The United Nations was working towards a Tower of Babel.  The United Nations is a "Form of Paganism."  

We may be able to do a "United States," in a Globalist way, towards The Kingdom of God built more along the lines of "The Federalist Papers."    

Question: Is Globalist Culture the same as American Culture?  

No.  

Globalist Culture was built in a Counter Culture influenced by Marx and Crowley.  The Counter Culture of the 1960's was mainstreamed into Mainstream US Culture in the 1970's.  

Sex Drugs and Rock and Roll was Counter Cultural. 
Hip Hop into Rap was Counter Cultural.  

American Culture may have been rooted in American History, and appreciation for things like The American Revolution, the Lewis and Clark Trail, The Civil War, The Wild West, and so on.  All those things have been down played and forgotten by "Mainstream Culture."  Mainstream Culture working to please China, they don't care traditional US music.  A lot of Americans have lost any association with real American Culture.  When you can see forces attacking things like Nashville and Country Music, working to make it bland and generic, and disassociated with more traditional things, there was a Satanic entity there.  

What Satanic Entity?  There is Satan a fallen angel.  There may have been "A Satan," a demonic ruler of a principality.  The UN via Globalism, it created a structure, and may have had a Principality associated with it.  There may have been various entities working to build or form said principality.  It was given authority by Christians who supported it.  

Question:  Are you culturally an American?  

Me personally?  About as much as a Millennial, almost Gen X could be.  

Part of being able to do what God needs me to do was separating myself.  Jeremiah, he was the Weeping Prophet.  He wept for his nation.  God through Prophet Ezekiel gave some hard prophecy in Ezekiel 16 and Ezekiel 23 about his nation.  God took Ezekiel's wife in Ezekiel 24. He was not to show cry or show any emotion.  

There is a grimness and a steady heart that a man needs to be able to do particular things for God.  A man is dutiful. He walks the line.  He has to be able to let go.   

A steady heart.  Someone being prideful or haughty...his heart may be "high."  Sad?  Heart low.  Steady.  Dutiful.  God has a mighty Thumos.  A man may have aligned himself and loves the things God loves, and hates the things God hates.  Thumos may be steady.  Be angry and sin not.  

Tuesday, October 27, 2026

Curses in Torah

 I mentioned Curses in Torah in the last blog.  Jews are tied to God by Blood and Promise.  There are blessings and curses in Torah.  We can work through one of them towards understanding, and being able to see it.  

53 “You’ll eat your own children[a]—the flesh of your sons and daughters, whom the Lord your God gave you—on account of the siege and the distress with which your enemy will oppress you. 54 Even the compassionate man among you—the very sensitive one—will look with evil in his eyes toward his brother, his beloved wife, and his surviving sons, whom he spared. 55 He will withhold from each of them the flesh of his sons that he is eating—since there will be nothing left—on account of the siege and distress with which your enemy will oppress you in all your cities.  (Deuteronomy 28:53-55)

God is merciful.  He takes no pleasure in his judgement.  God will like repentance.  A lot of these curses come an Eye for an Eye.  

Follow me for a minute:  

- Pagans sacrificed animals.  
- Levite Priests sacrificed animals.  
- Levite Priests were allowed to eat from the alter, the sacrificed animals in the prescribed way.  

 Is a man special, made in the image of God, or just an animal?  Given man is just an animal, he can be sacrificed?  Many pagans had elements of human sacrifice.  The Minotaur of Knossos.  Moloch Worship.  Viking Paganism.  Aztecs.  Bride Burning in Hinduism, among other things.    There were elements of human sacrifice in paganism.  Thank God for sending his only begotten son, The Lord Jesus Christ, God's sacrificial lamb for your sins.  There is a spiritual legal code.  God is a judge.  God is honorable.  He keeps his law.  

Israel was warned not to eat from the alters of pagan false gods.  There were elements of human sacrifice in paganism.  Daniel was a slave, a captive in Babylon.  He was offered food from the table of the King of Babylon.  Daniel had a hard pass.  "I'll eat vegetables." he said.  What was on the King's table? Some of it may have been pig that was fed off the entrails of the King's slain enemies.  

Moloch worship involved the sacrifice of children.  What was on that alter?  

A lot of these curses come an Eye for an Eye.  In the US, we have an infamous legend of the Donner Party.  The Donner Party had nothing to do with the Jews and Deuteronomy 28:53-55.  There have been Knowledgeable Deceivers.  People who have been aware of God, and have worked to hide him away.  We can prove God in ugly backwards ways of Satan, and these curses.  Americans tend to understand The Donner Party.  Given something supernaturally significant was being fulfilled.....there may be hints of it in World War II if you know where to look; however, it wouldn't ever be taught or mentioned like people have talked about The Donner party.  It was hidden away or not mentioned.  

Do Jews in 2026 eat Babies?  I have no evidence of this.  There are rumors and conspiracy theories and hints of things floating around.  An Aleister Crowley, he was really motivated to be wicked.  He intentionally did all the things God hates in the Bible.  He wasn't the first or the only one.  We have primary documentation on Crowley, so it is outside of the realm of "Conspiracy."  We have a profile like the FBI profiling someone.  There have been people like Aleister Crowley, be they Jew or Non-Jew, through history, doing things God hates on purpose.  Is that like Richard Dawkins looking to eat human meat?  

News Article:  "Normal Atheist Person Richard Dawkins Wants to Eat the Most Dangerous Game."

News Article:  "Provocative “eat a human” campaign highlights Swedish sustainability."

God's judgement comes an Eye for an Eye.  

 Addendum-  

Question:  How do you deal with spiritual realities?  

Experiencing spiritual things is like a muscle.  It gets stronger the more you exercise it.  

Question:  What did you think of Pizzagate?  

It lined up with things I was aware of.  You can sort of tell by how liberals respond to things.  ANTIFA attacks cops and Federal building....they are peaceful protesters.  Man runs into pizza shop looking to save children.....the world is about to end.  

That Pizzagate trail is cold.  I have reason to believe they are still doing it, but just changed locations, and some other things.  That is a tough one to investigate though.  Possibly military men on the lookout.  

Awhile ago, it was in the news that Planned Parenthood was selling baby parts.  I found that interesting too, but there was nothing I could do to follow it up sitting at my computer.  

With the Pizzagate type stuff, you are getting into some Older Theistic Satanism.  It has tended to work of plausible deniability.  Anyone involved potentially had plausible deniability. That is part of how they keep it hidden.  When you are getting into things that Satan Actual was part of.......whose glory is it that it is taken down?  Is it man's glory?  The FBI's glory?  God's Glory.  Someone needs to be abiding in Christ, following directions, being shepherded by God.   

Question: What makes Pizzagate Satanic?  What is alleged is horrible and wrong.  What made it Satanic?  

I form the light and create darkness, I bring prosperity and create disaster; I, the LORD, do all these things. (Isaiah 45:7)

Satan was like mankind's half brother, looking to get man into trouble with God.  Given there was a cult where people were doing the things God hates, that may have been Satanic.  Someone was tricked or deceived into doing great evil, towards sowing the seeds of God's Judgement.   

Building the Kingdom of God and Defeating Feminism Part 2

When Israel was tasked with going into Canaan, the orders were "Kill Everything."  In God's Judgement of Israel's women in Isaiah 3:16-26, they were miserable and hating life, but they were alive.  In Torah, God allowed Israel to take wives of conquered peoples.....wives, and not sex slaves. (Deuteronomy 21:10-25)  There is value in being a wife....as opposed to a 35 year old prostitute, living alone, doing a job a man may have been able to do.  God has a particular way of judging things.  Why would God give the order to "Kill Everything?"  We are going to work through some of these elements today. 

God sent Prophet Jonah to the City of Nineveh.  The City of Nineveh was objectively wicked, and God was close to destroying the city.  What is objective wickedness?  
  

48 As surely as I live, declares the Sovereign Lord, your sister Sodom and her daughters never did what you and your daughters have done.

49 “‘Now this was the sin of your sister Sodom: She and her daughters were arrogant, overfed and unconcerned; they did not help the poor and needy. 50 They were haughty and did detestable things before me. Therefore I did away with them as you have seen. 51 Samaria did not commit half the sins you did. You have done more detestable things than they, and have made your sisters seem righteous by all these things you have done. 52 Bear your disgrace, for you have furnished some justification for your sisters. Because your sins were more vile than theirs, they appear more righteous than you. So then, be ashamed and bear your disgrace, for you have made your sisters appear righteous.  (Ezekiel 16:48-52)  

 In Ezekiel 16, Jerusalem is a like God's wife who has committed adultery.  People who are in sexual sins, they may have developed Hearts of Stone.  A Heart of Stone like the Rolling Stones song, or Heart of Stone like The Witcher III expansion.  People with Hearts of Stone, they were doing horrible things to each other in their personal lives.   A sorority girl who took one too many walks of shame, she ended up with a Heart of Stone.  Later, she ended up District Attorney.  As a 35 year old harlot, she was doing evil things to people in her private and public life.  She was arrogant and over fed, unconcerned about the needy and the poor, or using the needy and the poor towards wicked ends.  She did detestable things before God.  

God sent Prophet Jonah to Nineveh, a city of Assyria.  Jonah gave God's warning.  They repented.  Nineveh lived on for many generations after, and was used to bring God's Judgement on Israel.  

We now have a baseline towards understanding wickedness, and some sort of societal threshold where God would bring his judgment.  Satan, he has known all this for a long time.  Satan knew how God Judges sin, and how God judges the Nations.  Given there was some threshold where God may have said "Kill Everything" in 2026, was society teetering towards that?  

I could write more.  This gives a man pause and something to think about.  It is not a topic I have ever seen taught in a Church.  Someone may need to pray, and seek God.  

Addendum -  

Question:  Why did God not just destroy Samaria and Jerusalem like he did Sodom?  

The Hebrews are tied to God by blood and promise.  Sons of Abraham are to have sons as stars in the sky.  God made an example out of them.  

This promise, it is still around today, even after Jesus.  There are blessings and curses in the Bible.  Given The Jews sins hit some threshold, they may have hit all the curses.  

In the first century AD, the Jews had hit ALL the curses in the Bible.  The Temple was destroyed.  There was Diaspora.   The Jews were hating life.  They looked around, and they saw the Christians flourishing, and being blessed by God.  The Jews went MGTOW.  They were Men Going Their Own Way.  They decided God wasn't talking to them anymore or sending them any more prophets.  They built the Talmud.  

Christians are Jews, tied to God's promises and blessings through a Circumcision of the Heart.  (Romans 2:28-29)  A Heart of Stone is set against God.  A Heart of Stone is contrary to a Circumcision of the Heart.  Certain Jewish Rabbis started working to sow of the flesh, sow destruction into society, so that they were the only one's that were special.  

The Jews are more observers through Christian history.  Christians have had authority.  What did Christians do with their authority?   

Question: In 2026, given someone was into a lot of Jewish Conspiracy Theories, can you put those to rest?  

There may have been something there if we are talking about about banks and hierarchies and the media.  Who had authority?  

The Kabbalah, considered Advanced Jewish Mysticsm, and part of the Talmud, was utilized by the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn, who were also Freemasons, and other western Occultists.  That may be like Madonna and Mich Jagger, who were Non-Jews.  Who had authority in the UK?  The King was Governor the Anglican Communion.  Who had authority in France or Germany?  Authority in the US becomes a matter of question.  There were Christians in Charge.  There has been a Freemason Lodge in pretty much every city or town. Were Christians giving authority to Freemasonry?  

France had a secret Shadow Empire in Africa.  This was economic and also done through Freemasonry.  The UK created a secret Shadow Empire throughout the world.  This was economic and done through Freemasonry.  Who were Christians giving authority to?  

Question: Why would God order "Kill Everything" instead of taking war brides?  

Who cooks your holiday dinners?  Thanksgiving. Christmas.  Easter.  Whatever.  Dad may BBQ or something. He may help.  When it comes to decorating the house, and preparing for major holidays, and times of rest and relaxation, and woman of the house plays a significant role. Given women of a city were not even good for that, or they would potentially turn men against God like Solomon's head was turned from God by his foreign wives, then God may have given a "Kill Everything."  They were so wicked that no amount of prophets sent would get them to repent.  

Wikipedia Article:  Baalbek

The town became a battleground upon the rise of Christianity.[77][g] Early Christian writers such as Eusebius (from nearby Caesarea) repeatedly execrated the practices of the local pagans in their worship of the Heliopolitan Venus. In AD 297, the actor Gelasinus converted in the middle of a scene mocking baptism; his public profession of faith provoked the audience to drag him from the theater and stone him to death.[77][3] In the early 4th century, the deacon Cyril defaced many of the idols in Heliopolis; he was killed and (allegedly) cannibalised.[77] Around the same time, Constantine, though not yet a Christian, demolished the goddess' temple, raised a basilica in its place, and outlawed the locals' ancient custom of prostituting women before marriage.[77] Bar Hebraeus also credited him with ending the locals' continued practice of polygamy.[83] The enraged locals responded by raping and torturing Christian virgins.[77] They reacted violently again under the freedom permitted to them by Julian the Apostate.[3] The city was so noted for its hostility to the Christians that Alexandrians were banished to it as a special punishment. (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Baalbek)
Baalbek was a particularly wicked city.  It was in the Roman Empire.  When we are talking about wickedness and where God may have destroyed a city, Baalbek was there.  Why not just destroy Baalbek?  It was.  God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son........he could have just destroyed it like he did during the time of Noah.  

The Spiritual is really a Divine Comedy.  It is a really black comedy.  Satan has had players...like players on a game board.  God has had players.  Don't hate the player, hate the game.  

Question: Given Christians are Jews through a Circumcision of the Heart, and the Church is a Bride for Christ, in reference to The Song of Songs, should Christians support Israel?  

Yes.  

In the more prophetic part of Protestantism, there were people who saw that for certain prophecy to be fulfilled, Israel needed to be a State again.  Nothing new happens under the sun.  (Ecclesiastes 1:9-11)  My frame of mind or awareness may have be greater than theirs was sitting with the internet, but something happened with a particular group of prophetic Christians.  Jeremiah 30 has been a big chapter that has been profound lately.  

Question:  How far away are we from God's Judgement of Israel the State in 2026? 

Righteousness and Wickedness are objective things.  The State of Israel was born out of World War II.  Coming out of World War II, there may  have been a lean towards righteousness.  Having experienced God's Judgement, Israel was more righteous.  Going right back into their wicked ways, into the 1970's or so, Israel didn't see as much success against Egypt as it did when it started.  

In 2015-2017, given Jews were experiencing persecution in France, that may have been God's Rod of Misery pushing Jews to Israel.  Many left leaning Jews were Secular Humanists using Islam as a buffer against Christianity.  They were victims of their own bad fruit.  In 2025, all the anti-Israel protests in college campuses, Jews helped create that by their own bad fruit.  There were Jews leading the anti-Israel protests.  The college professors who were Jews who didn't understand what was happening, and why they were suddenly so hated.  

What the Assyrian's and Babylonian's and Romans did to the Jews.....Hitler was more Humane by comparison.  It is way too soon for another such judgement.  That doesn't mean that bad things won't happen.  The Jews are going to need to find The Lord Jesus Christ.  "Blessed is he who comes in the name of The Lord."  

Question:  Can you help some people with Black Humor?  

In the military, recruits have to go into the gas chamber.  That is rough.  It is not fun.  People walk out with snot coming out their nose, and tears in their eyes.  It is horrible.  After the fact, we can watch videos about it and laugh some.  

The Truth hurts.  Knowledge brings sorrow.  Ignorance is bliss?  Coming into understanding, and growing in faith, there is a stripping process where false beliefs and perceptions are stripped from a man.  This may be Soul Crushing.  Having your Soul Crushed, a man may bury his face in his pillow and screamed....or something.  Hopefully he find a way to deal with it peacefully.  Dealing with these things, someone may have needed to learn to laugh.  You are either laughing or crying.  We are not sinister or taking pleasure in it.  It is rough, and we can put on our game face... in an instant.  Like a stone. Grim. You are either laughing or crying. 

Question:  Can someone repent without accepting Jesus?  Could the Saudi's repent and still be Muslim?  

No.  

- Man's righteousness is like a filthy rag to God.
- Not one is righteous.  

When I was writing of Righteousness and Wickedness, it is in an Understanding of God's Judgement of Nations, like Nineveh, or any of them, before Christ.  After Christ, God's judgement of Nations is still the same, just a little complicated.  

I would point out that the Ottoman Sultans, they tended to have a lot of children.  When a Sultan died, what happened to his children?  Blood covers sins.  

God promised to make Ishmael a great Nation.  His ancestors have been serving the wrong god.  Allah is not God Almighty, God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, God of the Prophets.  Muhammad was a false prophet.  

Monday, October 26, 2026

Building the Kingdom of God and Defeating Feminism

 When say "Feminism," what exactly is it?  Is it 1st or 2nd wave?  Is it radical Feminism?  Marxism feminism?  A Feminist in 2026, she may not have liked the trans movement, and men in girl's sports and bathrooms.  Feminism has been mainstreamed in to mainstream US Culture, and Feminists don't get along.  There may have been some Knowledgeable Deceivers through history, sowing of the flesh, sowing wicked seeds into society.  In Spiritual Warfare, we can attack bad ideas, and movements, and it is not personal.  Given someone becomes aware that they were a student, a disciple of something false, they have a fear of God and repent.  

From Wikipedia Article: "Bohemianism" 

Bohemian is a 19th-century historical and literary topos that places the milieu of young metropolitan artists and intellectuals, particularly those of the Latin Quarter in Paris, in a context of poverty, hunger, appreciation of friendship, idealization of art and contempt for money. Based on this topos, the most diverse real-world subcultures are often referred to as "bohemian" in a figurative sense, especially (but by no means exclusively) if they show traits of a precariat.

Bohemians were associated with unorthodox or anti-establishment political or social viewpoints expressed through free love, frugality, and, in some cases, simple living, van dwelling or voluntary poverty. A more economically privileged, wealthy, or even aristocratic bohemian circle is sometimes referred to as haute bohème[1] (literally "Upper Bohemian").[2]  (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bohemianism)

The start, today, is going to be around 1850.  There was a movement of intellectuals in Paris, France called Bohemians.  They were a clique.  They rejected God.  They rejected righteousness.  They engaged in debauchery.  Satan is a liar and a thief.  They worked to steal away things they liked from Christianity, twisted them, and present said things back in a corrupt way.  

Bizet, the opera composer, who is famous for "Carmen," he was a Bohemian.  He worshiped The Prostitute.  The opera "Carmen" pairs well with God's warning against Harlots in Proverbs 5.  (You can YouTube that, you probably are familiar with the tune.    

Around Feminist circles, there were educated females who looked at the worst of men, and said "Why can't I be like that."  They prostituted themselves and engaged in debauchery.  These Highly Educated Females,  they were in an intellectual clique.  Given they go outside their clique, they may be rejected.  Redneck Anne, she was illiterate.  She was a homemaker, cook, seamstress.  Redneck Anne, she married young, and had a lot of children, and a big family.  She looks down on harlots and homewreckers.  These Bohemians, or Female Intellectuals who stemmed from the Bohemian movement, they don't Redneck Anne.  They believed that they are educated and special and better than, in their view, and view of their clique.  They needed equality.  They worked to force an equality of outcome.  They worked to lead others into sin and debauchery as well so that everyone was equal.....equally wicked.  Being righteous is hard.  

Around 1919, women received suffrage, and could vote.  Some Feminists, they were distraught that many women would vote with their husbands.  (1 Corinthians 11:3)  They needed to separate wife from husband.  They sowed of the flesh.  They sowed wickedness into society.  A feminist in 2022, she may have been more married to the State or to an ideology than her husband.  She may have had a lot of "husbands."

During the 2024 Trump campaign, there was an infamous commercial with Julia Roberts where wives were prompted to vote for Kamala Harris behind their husband's back.  This is Bohemianism as a movement moving from around 1850 to 2024.  

I went through a lot of history really fast.  Movements, ideologies, ideas, they tend to be specific things, and have particular outcomes.  Part of growing in faith with God, is being in all Truth.  Marxism is a particular movement.  Someone can read the Communist Manifesto, and other writings, and then look at several generations worth of history to see how it was applied.  How it was applied may have been for very particular reasons.  People lie.  People lie about Marxism all the time.  What is the Truth?  What is the Truth of Feminism?  This may take some patience and study and reflection with God.  

Addendum - 

Question: What would you say if someone said "Traditional wives don't have agency?"  

A man has a household.  His household may have been an apartment with a mattress on the floor, and one plate in the kitchen.  He is responsible for everything in his household.  He is responsible for washing his dish.  He is responsible for laundry.  He is responsible for working and paying rent.  A wife is a helper.  Taking care of everything alone can rough.  A wife is a helper, and she betters quality of life. A man, as head of the household, he may have delegated certain responsibilities.   

Man is the head.  He is a decision maker.  Woman is the neck turning the head.  

A man may have had a hard day at work.  He comes home, and tells his wife about it.  She gives him counsel.  

Turning a man's head, is an art.  There is art to influencing people.  Behind every great man was a good woman?  Being a good woman, there is agency there. Also, the worst of women, the most evil, way more evil than Bizet's "Carmen," they knew how to turn men......to their deaths or destruction.

In Feminism, gender was lost.  Feminists have been looking at the worst of men, and saying "Why I can't I be like that."  To be like the worst of men, and not be looked down upon by traditional housewives, Feminists needed to remove gender.  Men became effeminate.  Women became more masculine.  Females largely don't understand how to be a woman.  

Female - A genderless object.  A buddy.  A roommate.  

Woman - Betters quality of life.  A joy.  Proverbs 31.  

Question:  Is this the same Bohemianism like Alex Jones and Bohemian Grove?  

Yes.  It isn't a Conspiracy Theory.  It is an intellectual movement with particular qualities that did particular things.  The Hippies of Haight-Ashbury San Francisco would be a direct continuation and evolution of Bohemianism.  Bohemian Grove in San Francisco would be "Upper Bohemianism."  

Question:  Is a guy with a mattress on the flood, and one dish in the kitchen a good or a bad thing?  

For whom?  A female or a potential wife?  

God judges men and women differently.  There is a difference between equal and equitable.  In the US, man and women are equal before the law....or supposed to be.  Before God, there is equitable treatment.  You may have God's judgement of women in Isaiah 3:16-26 and Isaiah 4.  

A potential wife, she often comes with "stuff."  A man looking to married, given he doesn't have designer curtains....and dozen pillows on his bed.....that is what he needed a wife for.  

Question: Where did diversity equitable and inclusion come from?  

I don't know.  It may have been Satan's minions watching me write something similar to this, once upon a time, and looking to confuse people.  There is a big difference between equal, like Title IX where there are equal men and women's sports at schools receiving government money, and equitable, where it is ok to make a Men's Bowling league during the Spring without also needing to have a Girl's Badminton.  

Don't Look Down

Don't look down.  Not everyone is Peter walking on water with Jesus.  How does "Don't look down" get applied?  

Previous Post:  "Understanding and Growing in Faith." on In God We Trust.  

Don't Look Down Jesus is walking on water. He takes Peter's hand, and Peter is now walking on water. Peter's senses tell him that this should not be happening or he is in shock and awe. He may have some fear or doubt. Peter looks down. Peter sinks. Doubt and Fear kill Faith. Going into the Spiritual and growing in Faith may take some conditioning. You condition your mind and will against doubt or fear. Don't look down. What kind of conditioning or faith did Jonah and Jesus have that they could sleep through a storm and not care while everyone else is panicking? (Jonah 1:5,6)(Matthew 8:23-27)

How do you pray?  A prayer is like a letter to God. Someone should have faith that he received it, and be patient.  Some people like to pray the same thing over and over again.  This is like blowing up God's cellphone with text messages.  Don't do that.  Someone who was doubtful, praying the same thing over and over again, they were Looking Down.  

A pastor prays for someone in Church.  Is the pastor sending emails everyday asking how that man is doing?  That may be Looking Down.  He should have faith that God received his prayer, and go about his business.  

If anyone will not welcome you or listen to your words, leave that home or town and shake the dust off your feet.  Truly I tell you, it will be more bearable for Sodom and Gomorrah on the day of judgment than for that town.  (Matthew 10:15)  

Given someone followed directions, and shook the dust off their feet, if they kept swinging back around this town giggling, waiting to see if God's Judgement had come, that would be Looking Down.  

 Don't look  down.  Down look back.  Walk the line.  God has good plans.  

Sunday, October 25, 2026

Perceiving through God's Holy Spirit and Barriers

 A man's body is a temple.  Jesus lives in a man through his Holy Spirit.  Part of talking to God is intuitive or perceptive.  What are some barriers that a man may find?  Would God give a man things about Area 51?  We are going to work through some of these topics today.  

The following is some prior knowledge someone may need:

Previous Post:  "Intuition and Perception Through God." on In God We Trust.  

What do you WANT?  Do you want money? Knowledge?  Attention? What do you WANT?  Given The Lord is your shepherd, you shall not WANT.  (Psalms 23)  

There is a difference between wants and needs.  A man needs food and water and shelter.  A man may want a new boat because his neighbor bought a new boat.  A woman wants a new coach bag to show off to her friends.  With wants, a man may be in sin.  He may be in envy or jealousy.  He may be covetous.  A man needs to let go of wants, and have a need for God.  

Need To Know 

 But I want you to realize that the head of every man is Christ, and the head of the woman is man,[a] and the head of Christ is God.  (1 Corinthians 11:3)  

  In the Kingdom of God, a man may be King of his Castle.  He does unto others.  He has no business in another man's household.  A man has a Need to Know about his family.  A woman, a wife, she may have had female intuition.  Given her children or husband were in danger, she may have sensed it.  Perceiving through God, for a man, is related and similar.  

Christian societies value virgin brides.  In a marriage, husband and wife may be able to grow in faith together, and discovering things about God and faith and creation off each other.  They may be able to grow in a spiritual intimacy.  Given either had other lovers, and their heart wasn't in the right place, there is a big stumbling block towards growing in faith.  Given a man was learning to talk to God, and learning to perceive, he may suddenly become aware of his wife's heart and past lovers.  Was she repentant?  This is a major barrier towards growing in faith.  A man may need to make his wife an honest woman.  She needs to have nothing to lie about in his presence.  

Given a man or woman was an unrepentant sinner, they may have had "Spirits not God" in their system.  Their intuition may be off.  This may become very evident when either drinks.  What is on the heart comes out.  The walls are lowered.  Who someone really is may have come out while drinking.  An unrepentant woman while drinking, especially if she was older and spiteful, she may have become very mean and nasty when drinking.  Given she was intuitive, her intuitive may be off.  She had spirits not God in her system.  

Christians are The Body of Christ.  The Body of Christ is society.  Sin in the body, it may be like a wound.  Given a man's kids are playing in the neighborhood yard, the neighbor's kid was doing something off.....that is a danger.  A man may have had a need to know.  It is important to BUILD the The Body of Christ.  Who are your neighbors?  Developing intuition in God, a man may have become aware of some things.  

A Priest is like a shepherd.  He has a flock.  Given there was sin in his flock, something wrong, the priest may have a need to know.  Need to Know is an important concept. 

Given a priest was taking confessions, he may have "Frame of Reference." A lot sin is learned.  A man who grew up on a farm, no tv or internet, he may have been like a lamb.  Innocent.  He didn't know what a "homosexual" was. It may not have ever occurred to him certain sins and wrong doings.  Going to the big city......there was a lot of wickedness.  A Priest taking confessions, possibly in communication with his peers, he may have gained "Frame of Reference."  He has a duty to take care of his flock.  

How does a man potentially gain things from God about government?  It may have needed to be in God's plan for someone.  We all have a function in the Body of Christ.  (Ephesians 4:11)   Given a man was called to do something, and given authority, it is between that man and God.  The burden of proof is on the man working in God's Holy Spirit.  

Becoming aware, and perceiving through God, were there occult people doing wrong?  Christians serving God, they may have a need to know.  A prophetic figure, seeing the spiritual, he may have been used to pick fights.  Certain occult people were doing things with the Principalities.  It may be that a man serving God, following directions, ended up on top of the Principality Food Chain.  That is what has what the testimony around this blog implies.  

Would God give a man something about Area 51?  Potentially.  Did he have a need to know?  A lot of men, they WANT money.  They want to write a book.  They want attention.  Given the Lord is your shepherd, you shall not want.  (Psalms 23)  A man was being shepherded by God for God's Glory.   

Let us say there are some particular relics that are tied to God's Honor.  A man may have become aware.  It doesn't matter where they are.  

A man's body is a temple. Jesus lives in a man through his Holy Spirit.  Part of talking to God is intuitive.  Towards perceiving, a man may need a Need to Know, and Frame of Reference.  Google maps provides Frame of Reference.  Something to think about.  

Addendum - 

God's style of leadership is "If Job can do it, so can you."  Jesus bore his cross. Christians should pick up their cross and follow Jesus.  

When it comes to spiritual things and spiritual authority, if it was easy, anyone could do it.  There are "Guardian Angels," and traps to keep people out of all the things I was shepherded into.  The Talmudic Jews have some stories about Rabbis working through Spiritual things towards getting into God's presence.  There may be a "Something" to some of those stories regarding what I am describing.  I didn't know about it prior to.  I didn't want anything.  I followed directions, and I didn't quit.  

Question:  If you are aware of where certain relic are, what keeps you collecting them?  

What am I going to do with them?  Store them like trophies in my unfurnished apartment?  The world which we have lived in was "BUILT" a particular way....like the Stone rejected by The Builders.  A builder may have been a teacher of religious law, shaping how man perceives himself, and how man perceives God.  Professors at Harvard or Oxford or wherever, they may have been builders.  The World they built was one where they worked to hide away anything supernatural. 

We have entered a New Age.  There may be a time and place that God has for bringing certain relics back out.  Right now, at this time, having certain relics makes a man a target.  

Question:  Where does the Catholic Church rank in "Builders?"  

Whenever I talk about Vatican II, Catholics like to fight me.  Vatican II played on some very particular spiritual themes or laws.  

There is The Power of the Tongue.  God does not lie.  Is the Pope God's Viceroy or not?  
The Prophets of the Bible, whom God was speaking through, they do not contradict themselves.  
Given a Pope was contradicting other Popes in big ways, he broke something or was a anti-Pope...or both.  

Vatican II ceded authority.  Vatican II is long and boring.  If you are not aware of it, don't knee jerk a reaction at me.  It is not opinion.  What is?  Authority works in particular ways.  Vatican II ceded authority to Secular Humanism.  In 2014 or so, a lot of college professors were like Secular Priests, working to disciple students into ideology as religion.  This was partly due to Vatican II, and the Pope ceding authority.  

Liberal Theology was the rejection of Christian Spiritualism towards Occult ways of thinking, and doing things to please atheists.  Something like the tonsure, that has been around around for hundreds of years.  Tonsure was a major issue at the Council of Whitby in 664.  The tonsure is understood in Christian Spiritualism.  How many priests or monks have the tonsure in 2026?  Vatican II was the institutionalization of Liberal Theology.   

The Catholic Church was infiltrated by something sort of like how the Jesuit's character changed overtime.  The Jesuits would be a Catholic Secret Society built to fight Secret Societies. 

Question:  Is there another way someone can see the encroachment of "Secular Builders?"  

Thomas Aquinas was a Christian Mystic.  Thomas Aquinas played a big role in the development of Western Philosophy.  

Given we use the term "Christian Mysticism," how do different groups or denominations respond?  In Orthodox Christianity, Christian Mysticism would be part and parcel towards Theosis.  Orthodox Christianity developed differently, and was separate from, Western Christianity.  A Protestant, depending on the Protestant, when they hear "Christian Mysticism," they may have thought "Freemason, Gnostic, Occult, yuck.  A Catholic, when they hear the term Christian Mysticism, they were either a Christian Mystic in some sort of Catholic Spiritualism....not quite like Thomas Aquinas, or......they thought "One of those people I am not."  They were more "Secular."  

Was a Catholic embarrassed by Catholic Exorcists?  He was embracing Liberal Theology, looking to do things to please Secular Humanists and atheists, thinking more in occultism than Christianity.  Thinking in "Occultism," it may not have been a willful act.  Someone was part of The World which Christians are to reject.  The World sets people up for failure with God.  The world is a matrix of lies.  

To be experiencing miracles and things more similar to Thomas Aquinas, someone may need to be more of "One Mind."  (Philippians 2:2)  We have the internet today, and libraries of books past people didn't have.  In theology, and how we view God, someone may need to be closer, seeking to be aligned or of one mind.  

Question: What do you think of Orthodox Christianity?  

There is something to Theosis.  Orthodox Christians have done some things more right.  Orthodox Christianity also knew God's judgement of War, Famine, and Plague, and were "occupied," with the Patriarch of Constantinople blessing the Ottoman Sultans.  There was something wrong there.  

Orthodox Christianity is cessationist on certain concepts and blind.  They are unable to see.  

Cessationism gets into battles of authority.  The wrong man ended up in authority, or.....he thought "If I can't have it, than no one can."  Given someone had a prophetic gift, does that hurt the man in authority?  We all have a function in the Body.  We all have particular gifts and roles to play.  

With Cessationism, someone was "ceding" something to Satan.  Our theology should be perfect, and 100% aligned with God and creation.  When theology is off.....someone was allowing in "Spirits not God."  "If I can't have it than no one can," or someone in authority being jealous, and not having a fear of God, he may have been sinning.  In sin, he may have pridefully ceded something.  

Question:  How exactly did Satan work where something was "ceded?"  

Jesus Christ has all authority in Heaven and Earth.  Did Jesus delegate authority to Peter?  That is what Apostolic Succession is based on.  A King has authority.  He delegated authority to a subordinate.  We are to pray "On Earth as it is in Heaven."  In 200 AD, a Bishop may have been a ruler of a Principality with delegated authority.  What did he do with his authority?  

Satan has no power in and of himself.  In Job 1, Satan received a measure of authority towards a certain purpose.  Satan understands Spiritual Law to a large degree.  It is not Satan attacking the Church like an army besieging a city, but Satan working to get man to voluntarily give something up.  

Question: Where does God "delegate" authority to man?  

God gave Adam all authority on Earth. Adam lost authority in sin.  

Satan was the ruler of the Earth testing Jesus.  (How was he ruling over the Earth?  Through Mystical Schools like the Cult of Apollo or any of them; although, some of them may have been more particular.  That may be Mystical Schools in Rome around 33 AD.  That may be Mystical Schools in China or Japan in 2026.  That may be Freemasonry or other Western Occultism.  

Jesus was delegated or given authority by Father God.  Jesus and God the Father are one.  One in will and purpose.  Jesus did the Will of the father unto death.  The only way to the father is through the son.  (John 14:6)

In Revelations, Jesus says he will give authority.  (Revelations 2:26-28)

Given someone is reading this, and wants to be opinionated, and argue......that is not how theology is done.  Said man may not be an equal, and he gets kicked out.  He go hang out with the pagans and weirdos.  Was he a Puff Daddy party/Epstein Island guy or near them?  

God has a character.  God has liked to delegate or give authority like the Parable of the Tenant Farmers.  Someone arguing may have been a Tenant Farmer.  

Given someone was a follower of Satan in Theistic Satanism, a long tradition going back hundreds of years, they may have been aware of The Power of the Tongue...sort of like how the Democratic Party uses its words in particular ways. That would be a sign of something.  Given someone was of that tradition, they may have worked someone towards a "Slip of the Tongue." In a slip of the tongue, something may have been ceded.  

Were you aware of Satan's schemes?  (2 Corinthians 2:11)  
Were you aware of the Power of the Tongue?  

Given someone was not, they didn't know.  They shouldn't have an opinion.  They should silence their mind and tongue.  Say nothing.  

Question: Was a theistic Satanism rooted in Judaism before Christ?  

No.  

The Pharisees were wrong or off.  Satan as ruler of the world BC, he liked the finer things of life.....not backwater Judea.  

Question: Where else have Christians been ceding authority?  

Did you send your children to public education based in "Progressive Education" via John Dewey, like the Dewey decimal system?  A parent has authority.  (1 Corinthians 11:3)  When a parent sends their child off to school, regardless of if it was public or private, they are delegating authority to teachers and principles.  Who were they delegating authority to?  

Given a Christian community, someone should be being funneled into faith with God.  At a "Secular School" with a Non-Christian Philosophy, your child wasn't getting that guidance.  Also, with a Counter Culture, and a fight over values, what values was that school promoting? Christian values or other?  The world we have been living in was built on Christian Tolerance, and Christian Tolerance on a shared value system.  Given we no longer share those values, the whole system breaks apart.  We may be headed towards a "30 Years War," or something similar but different.  

There is no such thing as "No-Fault" Divorce.  Given someone was married in a Church, and a Secular Judge granted a No-Fault Divorce.....is he King Henry VIII?  Not in America.  Something was ceded.  

Saturday, October 24, 2026

Growing in Faith via This Blog

 There is a lot of interesting things in this blog.  More recently, potentially something that may make someone very scared or discombobulated.  This is going to be for someone who was reading here, but was Luke-Warm at best prior to.  (Revelation 3:16)  Someone who is repentant, and would like the good things of God.  

The goal is a personal relationship with God, where you are talking to God.  Does that make a man schizophrenic?  Psychology is a quack science that was rooted in Western Occutlism.  Men like Dr Carl Jung and Dr Sigmund Freud, they delved into occultism.  We don't need them.  Spiritual things have been around forever.  Western Philosophy and Theology has rejected Christian Spiritualism for Occult ways of thinking.  We don't need that either.  We are going to throw it all away.  

I don't know. 
I don't care.  

God knows.  

Faith is a State.  Faith is a state of having no doubt and no fear. (James 1:1-16) Given someone was sitting in their apartment after reading some things here, and was fearful or something, he needs to center himself.  He seeks God.  

Fear of God is a good thing.  Fear of God takes away fear of man.  God is love.  God's love is fatherly.  You are doing the right things?  What do you have to fear?  Perfect love knows no fear.  

The reality of God comes with a Terror of God.  God is a creator.  He created everything.  He created beauty and things that bring joy.  He created "Creeping Death" like the Angel from the Metallica song.  God was around when men were sacrificing their children to a bull headed false god.  God was around during Epstein Island and more horrible recent things that have gone on.  Given a man comes down with a Terror of God, he needs to center himself.  Once he feels better, possibly, he goes on a walk with some music, or however he likes it.  He balls up what he knows about God in his mind, and he put it behind him.  Fear of God may help propel a man forward like a force.  

There are a lot of blog posts here.  They are dated.  You probably only need the first few that were ever posted here, and your Bible.  All those blog posts do is help give some perspective, or adjust perspective.  A lot of people were in The Dark.  Darkness is lies and false perceptions.  We are to be Children of The Light in the Lord Jesus Christ.  

A man's body is a Temple.  Jesus lives in a man through his Holy Spirit.  Part of learning to talk to God is intuitive.  Someone was learning to "Go with their gut."  God has a character.  When we go with our gut, and are right a lot in life and death type things, or situations that are do or die, we are growing in faith potentially.  Is it dangerous?  Sure.  Doubt and fear kill faith.  Someone may need to take some leaps of faith when they are ready.  

It isn't overly complicated.  Jesus chose some laborers, fisherman, and a tax collector for his disciples.  This is mentorship.  It isn't overly complicated, and anyone could do it.  

Addendum -  

Question:  Fear of God takes away Fear of Man.  What does that look like?  

Did someone have some bullies?  Bullies thrive off of fear.  Given someone has a fear of God, they may be abiding in Christ.  They have no fear.  He walks right past the bullies.  

A man with a fear of God may have been able to stand in front of Judges or Magistrates or Kings and say whatever it is God needed him to say.  Jesus gives him words in the moment.  In that hour.  

Question:  What is the difference between mentorship and discipleship?  

A man is a fitness professional.  He was ex-military and/or went to college, had a degree in fitness or something.  He is an entrepreneur.  Mentorship may be where he advises.  He has a web page where he gives some workouts that are effective. He possibly has some videos about how to use the right form in someone's lifts. 

Discipleship may be where someone has a "brand." Get Buff Incorporated.  Our entrepreneur is working to make some disciples where they are Franchisees.  They received some videos and T-shirts, and are part of company structure where they are building "Get Buff Incorporated" businesses.  

Question:  Is there a reason you don't disciple people?  

I am not Jesus.  The goal is The Kingdom of God.  At some point, Jesus is going to bring back together his flock.  To be disciplining, I may be building a denomination or another Church.  Christianity is fragmented enough.  

Question:  What is a sign that someone is "In God?"  

The Spirit of God flows.  The Spirit of God is like a train at a constant rate of motion.  Destination? Kingdom of God.  

Given someone felt discombobulated reading something on this blog, we can build you back up from there.  

Someone was writing about God and the Bible.  They were trying to perceive, and writing through God, or in God's Spirit.  They had a voice or tone prior to.  Given someone was writing a journal or a diary, they may have had their own personal voice in their writing. They find that their old voice, their old way of doing things, it keeps leading them to writers block.  Someone was a little discombobulated.  They tried to do something like they were doing before.  They ended up feeling funny, and hit some blocks.  The Spirit of God flows.  Given we are in the spirit of God, everything comes easy.  

Certain pastors, they were charismatic, and good public speakers.  They may have been imitating something.  To be the real deal, someone needed to be touched by God some, and built back up.  Maybe public speaking or being  pastor isn't God's plan for you.  That is fine.  Whatever God's plan for you is, it should come easy and flow.  

Given someone finds God in a big way, then they may find that If/then and Given/then statements are useful towards working some things out with God.   

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