Monday, April 20, 2026

Sand Paper Heart

 On Twitter, we are @manonfire63......On Twitter, I linked something about having a Sand Paper Heart, and getting the best of Satan.  

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The Question:  How does someone end up with a Sand Paper Heart......like someone was a scientist and they were looking to recreate it?  

Love is a complex thing.  Different people, they love differently.  I like the Five Love Languages.  People tend to give and receive love differently.  

Given someone was looking to empty out their heart, as I did through God.....they possibly love their parents.  I did not.  Your parents or sibling are possibly in your heart.   

Long story short, I deployed to Afghanistan, and lived there for a year, with fifteen days of leave. Over the course of being in Afghanistan, I only called home three times.  I left with no one I cared about to see me off, and I came home with no one I cared about to welcome me back.  

I have some pleasant memories of my parents.  Most of my most pleasant memories were sitting in the living room, maybe on my dad's lap, watching "Star Trek the Next Generation" or "The Wonder Years" or something.   Over the course of life, my parents were not in my heart.  It wasn't a rebellion.  I didn't hate them.  I didn't love them.  My dad was cheap.  He would rather be in his routine, mowing the lawn every weekend, and watching American Idol than to come see me off to war or welcome me home.  

Having an empty heart as I did, that is not something easy or something to be replicated, like someone was trying for it.  It is a horrible thing.  

Friday, March 20, 2026

The Lord of Hosts - Miracles

 Given someone was watching what God was having me do on Twitter, and then seeing some cause and effect in the news the next day, or something, what exactly was going on?  There are potentially, two types of miracles we are going to talk about today.  

The Spirit of God is like a train at a constant rate of motion.  Destination?  The Kingdom of God.  Sometimes, God may have set up miracles.  He just needs someone walk into them. "Stand on the X and don't move." Someone follows direction and ends up looking like a hero or something. 

The other type of miracle is a little more complicated.  God is The Lord of Hosts.  Your body is a Host for his Spirit or The Lord of Armies.  Before David went into battle, he consulted with God.  


The Armies of Israel: Before Going to War: Consulted the Lord
3. King David's Reign: King David is renowned for his reliance on the Lord's guidance in military matters. Before engaging the Philistines, David inquired of the Lord, asking whether he should go up against them. The Lord responded affirmatively, promising victory (2 Samuel 5:19). David's consistent practice of seeking God's counsel is further illustrated in 1 Samuel 23:2 and 2 Samuel 5:23, where he again inquires of the Lord before battle.(Topical Bible: The Armies of Israel: Before Going to War: Consulted the Lord)

God may have needed a minute to set something up.  David inquires of the Lord and is given instructions.  God does some things with his Holy Spirit or the Angels, and a miracle happens.   

Something to reflect and pray on.  

Addendum  - 

In man is "The Spirit of Man."  This may be The Breathe of Life.  This is a connection with God.  Jeffery Epstein was an evil man.  He had The Spirit of Man.  

God's Holy Spirit is something that comes from God.  

If we are looking to understand "The Lord of Hosts," and how God works, someone may need to understand The Spirit of Man.  Man is made in the image of God.  A Bible Concordance may be a big help to someone here.  

Saturday, January 10, 2026

Science or Mysticism - Attraction

 Today's Question:  Is there a science or mysticism around attraction, and how does someone learn to see it?  

Yes.  

This is a dangerous topic.  Having that knowledge, does someone fall into temptation and sin?  To see, like being a seer, someone needs to be aware of it.  It is a dangerous topic.  

The Body of Christ is society.  Christian societies value virgin brides.  Given men were doing things more right, they may have married early and stayed married.  People may have only had one love.  

Satan, he knew things about God, and sin, and had particular knowledge and understanding.  Are you aware of the Salem Witch trials?  The working theory is that a man similar to Grigori Rasputin, he was part of the community.  He was more low key.  He led the society there, into sin, and a lot of ugly started happening.  

How does a man learn of a science or mysticism around attraction?  I was a prodigal son.  I was wrong.  Learning about dating, around age 25 or so, I went to askmen.com.  This was in 2009 or so.  That is a long time ago.  I don't know about askmen.com now.  It read a lot testimonies about dating, and looked at men who were successful.  I was a shy and reserved type of man.  I had been struggling with dating.  I started to see themes.  I didn't like what I saw.  Courting a girl towards marriage is a lot different than dating a harlot.  There is a different frame of mind, and spirit there.  Understanding a science or mysticism around attraction, it is understanding sin and spirits.  

This is a dangerous topic.  There may be a lot of pain there for a lot of people.  It is "A something" someone needs to be aware of as they are growing in faith.  

Addendum -  

David, he was a King. He was a war hero.  He was attractive.  Military men, in general, are often attractive.  In the 1970's, US veterans somehow became unattractive to many girls.  That was unnatural.  That would be part of society going into sin, and a Mysticism or Science around attraction.  

I was watching a Youtube short video the other day, last week, and there was a pretty 20 something year old liberal girl.  She believed that Illegal Immigrants were more beneficial to society than US Veterans.  That was part of a Mysticism of Attraction from the 1970's, that hung around.  How did she get into that frame of mind?  She was in sexual immorality with some particular people.  

Question:  Can you break a mysticism around attraction?  

I believe I have via Twitter, through the Spirit of God.  Are you familiar with the song American Pie with Don McLean?  Part of "Satan's Spell" was people in sin, blind and deaf to God, where Harvey Weinstein could do the things he did, and it was public knowledge, and people looked the other way.  

Satan's Spell was part of how Hillary Clinton was operating in 2015.  

There was a lot that went into that.  

Question:  Is a Mysticism around Attraction in the Bible?  

It would be part of Balaam Son of Beor leading Israel into in, and Baal Worship.  

The Song of Songs is in the Bible as a representation of God's Love for Israel or The Church.  Jesus Christ is a Bridegroom looking for a Bride.  

Are you familiar with David's Pillow Warmer?  It is all related.  

Question:  Can you give some other examples?  

In US Middle and High Schools, there are showers in the locker-room for after gym or sporting event.  Often times, the showers are not used.  In the 1970's and 80's they may have been.  People often don't use them.  That was part of a Mysticism of Attraction.  Being comfortable naked, around the same sex, it is healthy.  

There are a lot of interconnected facets to this.  The LGBT agenda and woke, that would be part of a Mysticism of Attraction.  Someone was working to shape how men and women viewed themselves and viewed God.  That would be part of Spiritual Warfare.  (2 Corinthains 10:5)

What is cool?  Someone in sin, he may have been an egotistical, self-centered seeker of pleasure.  He only thought about himself.  He wanted to be cool and hip.  What is cool and hip?  That is ego.  In 1700, being a dandy, like Yankee Doodle Dandy, that may have been cool and hip.  In 1975, bell bottoms and plaid slacks were cool and hip.  In 2025, people have been getting face tattoos.  This part of a Mysticism of Attraction.  

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