Hangups

 Today's Question:  Given someone ended up being shepherded into growing in faith similar to you, are there some potential hang ups?  

Yes.  

It was June 2014.  I was laying in a hotel bed.  I had been going into homelessness, and maxing out my credit card as I worked to stabilize myself.  I was working for God on my iphone4.  I was suffering servant.  I was a Penitent Man.  I had saved my sins.  I worked to confess them publicly, and if I hurt someone, ask their forgiveness.  

I was laying in the hotel bed.  Suddenly, I couldn't feel.  I was numb.  Something was taken away from me.  It was horrible feeling.  As a servant to my sorrow, I started working through all my old girlfriends.  Jesus Christ is the Bridegroom.  I was a bridegroom looking for a Bride like I was "Black Jesus" Everlast.  I would find an old friend, and I would work to marry her.  My heart and intentions were in the right place.  I would allow myself to love her.  This alleviated  the numb.  I ended up working through about half a dozen old girlfriends over the next month or two.  I would work to marry them till I didn't see a way forward, I would kick her out of my heart, and move on to the next one.  

Where something was taken away from me, and I felt numb...that would be a hang up.  Given someone didn't make the right choices, they may have been hurting.  There were a few such hang ups or "guardian angels" I found.  I had to make the right choice or potentially suffering or death.  Said guardian angels are there to keep weirdos out of gaining high levels of spiritual authority. It is not something I can hold someone's hand through.  They need to make the right choices.   

Addendum - 

Question:  Was Everlast Prophetic?  

No.  

He was into some Freemasonry or something.  God cannot be mocked.  Someone delving into that, he may have been doing or saying some particular things that aligned with something spiritual.  It may have been relevant, but not quite right.  

With God, we discerned what was profound, and what wasn't.  There was a lot of interesting Spiritual things hidden in plain sight.  

Question:  Is there a strong association between what has been prophecy, and Freemasonry?  

God gives irrevocable gifts.  Freemasons were on the lookout for anyone particular blessed by God, to include anyone with the gift of prophecy.  A man blessed by God may have been successful and fruitful in everything he did.  Such men, they ended up taking oaths, and serving The Fraternity.  The Fraternity may have been lead by overt Satanists like Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn types of people who produced Wicca and Aleister Crowley.  

Part of giving prophecy well is working to be aligned.  (Philippians 2:2)  Freemasons were looking to assert their will over "something."  They were looking for control.  Given they found enough people with the gift of prophecy, and those people took oaths, Freemasons were in control.  I had to align myself with certain people, and then take it away.  It is like being on a race track.  You draft someone, and run behind them.  Then you can take it away.  I aligned myself, and may have, through God, fulfilled some of their prophecies, and then we can take it away, and use it how God needed it used.  

Mary had a little lamb.  Everywhere that Mary went, the lamb was sure to go.  There may have been a prophetic gene, and it was passed through the female line.  This is where we have "Bloodlines."  My mom was the daughter of a Freemason.  It wasn't something she talked about, or something I was aware of growing up.  I became aware of something working for God.