Overcoming Lust Part 2

 What does a man desire out of life?  Marriage is, ideally, a once in a lifetime thing.  Marriage is a major life event that can make or break someone.  This is something young men and older men should reflect on.  I have a song for this. 

The Question:  What constitutes a marriage exactly? 

A marriage would be a commitment plus a consummation.  Jesus Christ is a priest.  He sees everything.  A marriage would not necessarily need to have a government approval, a priest, or witnesses. 

Given a couple was married in "secret," did dad and mom have other plans?  There could potentially be problems there.  It may be good to have permission, and witnesses. 

The Body of Christ is society.  There may be rules for a community.  Given someone is part of the Body of Christ, a Christian society, they should follow the rules.  The basics of a marriage may be a commitment plus a consummation.  There may have ended up rules in place, and a tradition, for a reason.  Follow the rules. 

Have you ever seen the movie "Blue Lagoon?"  Two young people were shipwrecked.  They ended up married.

Was a female, a "long term girlfriend," and rationalizing "trial marriages?"  She was a long term prostitute who was giving a man things he should have in marriage.  Stop trying to rationalize sin.  Repent. 

Out of all the Laws of Moses, what were gentile Christians suppose to do?  One of the things was abstain from sexual immorality.  (Acts 15:29)  This would be fundamental to the religion.  Christians are instructed to not join their body with a prostitute.  (1 Corinthians 6:16-18) 

In 1960, there was prayer in schools.  A lot has changed since 1960.  The Modern World was built on Christian Tolerance.  Christian tolerance was built upon a shared sense of values.  We are in Post-Modernism where people have worked to break down that Christian Tolerance.  There has been a culture war.  Christians need to separate themselves from Non-Christians, and live in Christian communities.  You should know your neighbors.  Given your neighbors were not Christians, there may be problems.  At the school board meetings, everyone there should be Christian because you are living in a Christian community, in agreement of The Standards.  Sin is missing the mark, not making the standard.  

Overcoming Lust

 Men compete.  Men compete in sports.  Men compete in school.  Men compete in the work place.  Men compete in love.  There are rules in sports.  There are rules in school.  There are rules in the work place.  Should there not be rules for love and dating?  Overcoming lust may be a shift of perceptions with The Lord Jesus Christ.  That is what we are going to work on today. 

Young man, he is thirteen or so, and he has been discovering girls and women.  They are pretty.  His buddies on the playground, they have been dating already.  They came back with stories of their exploits.  How is the competition building here for love?  Our young man was developing how to look at girls.  In competition with his buddies, he may have needed to "Get his."  He may have needed to "Know that he could."  "Dating" may have become a game of conquests.  This was driven by The Ego. 

We are going to fast forward, and our young man is sixteen.  How is he looking at his female classmates?  It is healthy to desire a mate.  It is healthy to desire a potential wife.  The competition for having a wife, it shifted towards sin and debauch.  It is good to appreciate beauty.  It is bad to be looking at the opposite sex, looking to use them outside of marriage in sin. 

Fast Forward another 20 years, and our man is now 36.  He has been married for six years, and has two kids.  He was a wondering eye.  He settled.  He had all his excitement in sin, but was tired of it.  He started looking for something permanent.  He settled for someone.  Six years after being married, he had a wondering eye because he was still in competition with his playground buddies from middle school.  Maybe he looked at a celebrity like Leonardo DiCaprio and thought, "Why does he get the girls, and why can't I?"  His unhealthy competition from Middle School may have shifted to being in competition with celebrities and rock stars.

Given our man started going to Church, and was seeking the Lord Jesus Christ, part of overcoming lusts may be to identity that there was an unhealthy and sinful competition.  Our man lets go.  He lets go of the competition.  He says "I don't care."  He stops caring about what other men are doing, and instead, he reflects inward, and looks to make himself a better man in Christ.  

God is love.  Our thirty six year old married man, he works to forget those past flings, past girlfriends, he drops the competition, and he works to love his wife, and think only of her.  This is a good place to be to start listening to God's Holy Spirit.  The Holy Spirit is a teacher and a councilor.    

Sanctification and Holiness

 Given someone is reading on this blog, faith is a journey, and hopefully, someone is working on their journey of faith.  Part of that journey may be Sanctification.  Sanctification happens through God's Holy Spirit.  Can you hear what the spirit is saying to the Churches?  (Revelation 2:11)  Given someone could, does that make them Schizo?  Christianity has been around a lot longer than Psychology, a discipline rooted in Occult Mysticism.  People like Sigmund Freud and Carl Jung, they were into the Occult, and have been terms Mystics.  Can you see why? Freud and Jung, they were shaping how men perceived themselves and perceived God.....which is part of Spiritual Warfare. 

Sanctification is a process.  Sanctification comes in a personal relationship with The Lord Jesus Christ.  Holiness has a definition. 

King David, he was not allowed to build The Temple of God.  Why?  David was a man of war, who shed the blood of men made in the image of God.  Having shed the blood of men, David didn't meet a standard of Holiness to build God's Temple.  David was anointed and blessed by God.  Jesus is of the line of David.  David did not meet a certain standard of Holiness. 

From Torah, we can come to understanding of the character of God, and definitions of holiness.  In 2014, I started going through Sanctification with God.  Sanctification is a process where someone is being made holy to come closer to God.  Someone was confessing their sins.  Someone may have gone through a stage of being a Penitent Man like in "Indiana Jones."  There may be stages a man goes through. 

The Question:  Is there anything in particular Man on Fire does in an understanding of Holiness? 

Yes. 

However, what God has me do, it may be more personal to where I am in Sanctification, and not necessarily something that needs to be placed over a Church. 

I have been working for God full time since 2014.  Shrimp was one of my favorite foods.  I ate shrimp till about 2017 or so.  One day, God pointed out to me that I shouldn't eat shrimp anymore.....more so, we don't eat things that eat dead things.  I stopped eating shrimp and lobster and so on.  I started becoming aware of steak that was bleeding, and that it needed to be cooked better.  I would not put dietary requirements over a Church.  In Sanctification, a personal relationship with God, I reached a point where I needed to change some habits.   

I don't follow the Laws of Moses.  In the Laws of Moses, we may derive definitions of holiness.

Something to reflect and pray on.  

More on Gnosis through God Part 3

 Today, we are going to get into some subject matters that various Christians, on various sides of politics and theology, they have liked to fight me on.  Were you comfortable, and part of The World?  Being comfortable and complacent, some people have had opinions on theology.  Opinions are like armpits.  They stink.  What is the objective Truth?  

A nation or a family, who loved God, and was doing more the right things, they may have been blessed.  They were fruitful.  King David and King Solomon were blessed by God.  Israel was fruitful.  There were military victories, and plentiful harvests, and wealth through trade and discovered gold.  A family or congregation that was doing more the right things, there may have been blessings there where people were fruitful.  There is another side of blessings where someone was looking to control or manipulate God.  That would be something like a Prosperity Gospel or some Satanists singing Psalms.  Given someone was breaking down the Bible, looking to "Cast Spells," to control or manipulate, that would be sorcery.  Around the Prosperity Gospel, given I saw a particular fruit, we may be able to investigate, and find links into the occult...probably Freemasonry; however, there may also be some other things going on.  

God Almighty is God you cannot control.  Pagans made gods looking to control something. 

God, through Moses, lead Israel out of Egypt.  The Hebrews, they saw the miracles, they saw prophecy fulfilled.  The Hebrews had understanding of the inner workings of God.  Moses went away for 40 days and 40 nights. When Moses came back, he found that the Hebrews, even Aaron, they had built a false idol, and they were associating things God had done with a false god they had made out of gold.  God Almighty is God you cannot control.  Pagans made gods looking to control something. 

What do you want?  Do you want money?  Do you want attention?  Do you want "Mystical Powers?"  What do you want?  Given The Lord is your shepherd, you shall not WANT.  (Psalms 23) 

Say "I don't care." 

Saying "I don't care" is different from being in a state of not caring.  Personally, I lived with depression for about five years in my later 20's.  I hated life.  I woke up hoping to die.  "Anyone who loves their life will lose it, while anyone who hates their life in this world will keep it for eternal life." (John 12:25)  There is a hard knocks of life way to get to the point where someone hates their life.  Various Church fathers and monks, they lived in periods of isolation, they fasted, they lived hard. 

Joseph, son of Jacob and Rachel, he was loved.  His mom may have made him his favorite meals every so often.  He may have had some games he liked playing with his dad and brothers.  Joseph was given a coat of many colors.  Joseph was loved and honored.  One day, Joseph's brothers sold him into slavery. 

Living in slavery, deep down in Joseph's soul, he may have given up ever seeing his mom and dad again.  Sitting in slavery, or prison, he may have dreamed of nicer times, the favorite meal is mom made for him, the animals he played with in his dad's herds.  He may have had to let go of all that.  In Joseph's misery, he sought God, and held tight to God. 

Towards growing in faith, and being more spiritual, someone has to reject The World and reject things physical.  There may be some hard knocks of life ways to get there.  Saint Nicholas, he was made a bishop at age 20.  This was way too young.  A pagan emperor came into power, and Saint Nicholas ended up spending time in prison.  He may have had to hold tight to God.  This was the Hard Knocks of life way towards coming closer to God. There is also better ways, where someone is choosing God, and choosing to do the right things seeking God.  God is long suffering.  Our trials bring us closer to God.  (James 1:2-4) 

Something to reflect and pray on. 

 

More on Gnosis through God Part 2

 God has good plans.  What does someone love doing?   Where is their passion at?  Given someone was employed in an office somewhere, and they were hating life, it may be that they were doing something outside of God's good plans.  Given someone had a hobby in a science or a hobby inventing things, and that is where their passion was, it may have been in God's good plans for them. 

A man's body is a temple.  Jesus lives in a man through his Holy Spirit.  Part of learning to talk to God is intuitive. The Spirit of God works through what you know.  Given someone didn't have a lot of science knowledge, he may have a hard time perceiving things in certain science fields.  Personally, I had a well rounded "General Education."  I am aware of a lot, but not much of an expert in anything.  

I received a calling from God October 2013.  I started feeling smarter, and able to comprehend certain things faster.  I had a four year degree in Social Studies Education.  January 2014, I went back to school for a second undergraduate in Construction Management.  I had to take classes in science and math, leading toward calculus.  I felt smarter, and more able to handle certain topics than I had been prior to having God. 

I was also aware of God's Judgement.  I may have been aware of it prior to October 2013.  It may be that I had the gift of prophecy, and didn't realize it.  I had visions of God's Judgement, and World War III, and I felt Construction Management would be a good career choice.  There will always be something that needs rebuilding?  February 2014, God seized my mind in a way......The Hand of God came upon me.......I couldn't stop thinking about God and God related things, and was having a lot of epiphanies. 

I became aware of God's plan for me.  In being aware of God's plan for me, I may have become aware of God's plans for other people.  Given I was to write about a certain topic, I may have been taking Glory.  There is Glory in discovery.  There is Glory in creating something.  It may have been in God's plan for someone else.

Something to reflect and pray on.  This is my testimony. 

More on Gnosis through God

 You may need some prior reading for this one. 

Previously:  "Gnosticsm a Heresy vs Gnosis via Theosis"

Previously:  "Allegorical Thinking"     

The Question:  Given someone gained Gnosis with God, related to Theosis, what stops him from developing an invention that changes the world or makes him rich?

In what I have received from God, I grew in an understanding of "The Stone Rejected."  (Psalms 118:22)  I received a calling around the age of 30.  (Luke 3:23)  I had been rejected a lot in my 20's or so.  More so than rejected.....I was depressed, and made goals to get out of depression.  What was going to make me happy?  The goals I made kept falling through, not working out, and I would make new goals.  I found that anything that I wanted, or a goal I made, I received from God in God's Kingdom, in God's own way.  Possibly in an allegorical way. 

I was in the US Army, and depressed in my 20's.  I made an effort towards joining US Army Special Forces, believing that being a Green Beret would make me happy.  I was a Physical Training test away from going to Selection.  I decided not to.  My personal life was a mess.  I didn't have support at home as a single soldier, nor support from friends or family.  I was alone.  I was being honest with myself.  I scrapped the plan to be a Green Beret, and made new goals.  That was my life for about five years, that is, making goals to get out of depression, and finding dead ends.  

In God's way, I allegorically became like God's Special Forces.  It is something someone may be able to seen in actions taken.

Jesus Christ is the Stone Rejected.  (Acts 4:11)  The Stone Rejected, and various prophecy, it never stopped.  God has worked in particular ways.  God is a square.  For example, the Temple of God was destroyed twice, on the 9th of the Hebrew month of Av.  God works in particular ways.  Seeing into God's inner workings, I call "The Ties That Bind."  Seeing into something like "The Ties that Bind," and being aware of God's inner workings, a man is a Bond Servant or Slave of God.  

When I state that "The Stone Rejected" was profound in my calling......it was something God showed me.  I fit into God's plans.  It wasn't something that was taught to me in Church, or I learned anywhere other than from God. 

In June 2014, I was driving into North Carolina from Tennessee, and driving towards homelessness.  What does a man desire out of life?  I mentally put all my treasures, my hopes, things I longed for, I put those things in heaven with God.  I worked to make in on Earth as it is in Heaven. 

I became aware of a lot of things, to include God's plans for certain individuals.  I have a lane like a lane on a race track.  I stay my lane. 

Old News - Still Relevant - Brittany Spears and Kabbalah

 

Madonna, the singer of “Like a Prayer, which is a corruption of something, has been a Kabbalist.

News Article: Like Madonna, business bosses are turning to Kabbalah. But what is it?

What is Kabbalah? Kabbalah has been mysticism for deniers of Jesus Christ. The only way to the father is through the son.

What is the fruit of people who have been practicing Kabbalah? What is the Fruit of Madonna? By fruit, I mean, what does she produce? What she produces shows aspects of her character.

By their fruit you will recognize them. Do people pick grapes from thornbushes, or figs from thistles? (Matthew 7:16)

In “Like a Prayer” the singer Madonna was turning something Holy into something corrupt. It was a song about Baal worship, or turning something holy into something filthy. Anytime you hear or see someone referencing “The Bedroom is our Church” that may be a sign of something. With their mouths, they are giving themselves away. That may be their fruit.

Occultists have used Kabbalah. Why? It has been mysticism for deniers of Jesus Christ. The Golden Dawn which helped produce Wicca, who see themselves as modern day Witches, and The Golden Dawn which also produced Crowley, used Kabbalah. What was their fruit? What did they do? They were known to have ritualized sex or sex magic. They were known to be people who were well-to-do, who engaged in sexual depravity similar to Killing Kittens sex group started by “Friend of Kate Middleton.” Given someone is studying history, what have people associated with Kabbalah often been accused of?

Brittany Spears was part of Kabbalah. I did an internet search for “Brittany Spears leaves Kabbalah.” About nine months after she left Kabbalah, Brittany Spears shaved her head. She was going crazy, and had issues after leaving, and it culminated into something? Was she just mentally ill or was there something spiritual going on?

The Lord also says:

“Because Zion’s women are so haughty,
and walk with outstretched necks,
flirting with their eyes,
prancing[s] along as they walk,
and making tinkling noises with their ankle bracelets,[t]
17 therefore the Lord[u] will afflict sores
on the heads of Zion’s women,
and the Lord[v] will expose their private parts.

18 “At that time,[w] the Lord[x] will take away the finery of the ankle bracelets, headbands, crescents, 19 pendants, bracelets, veils, 20 headdresses, armlets, sashes, perfume boxes, charms, 21 signet rings, nose rings, 22 fine robes, capes,[y] purses, 23 mirrors, linen garments, tiaras, and veils.

24 “And it will come about that instead of fragrance
there will be[z] a stench;
instead of a belt, a rope;
instead of well-set hair, baldness;
instead of a fine robe, sackcloth;
and instead of beauty, shame.[aa]
25 Your men will die violently,[ab]
while your forces[ac] fall[ad] in battle
26 and her gates lament and mourn.
Ravaged, she will sit on the ground.”(Isaiah 3:16–26)

Did Brittany Spears end up with all of that? Not at this time. It may be possible that she had something put on her, and was under attack. She was also outside of God’s protection. She chose poorly. What is the point of this? Exposing what has happened spiritually.

Fear of God is a good thing. Fear of God takes away fear of man. (and other things) God is love. God’s love is fatherly. You are doing the right things? What do you have to fear? The only way to the father is through the son. Someone in “other mysticism” is wrong. Given someone is getting into sin, they have been wrong. Brittany Spears has been toxic. God is Holy and separate from sin.

Diamond Eyes

 Today, I am picking up some questions from Hebrews.  They want to know about my diamond on my forehead. 

The Question:  Do you do anything to maintain it?  Any ritualism?  

No. 

I pray unceasingly, or sing songs in my head, or otherwise keep my mind busy.   Day to day, I wake up, and get my breakfast and coffee.  I check the news.  I do whatever to pass the time unless God has something for me to do.  There isn't anything special I have done other than follow instructions.   I wrote about the topic, or broached the topic for the first time here on "God's Divine Scavenger Hunt Part 5."

Several years ago, I researched Kabbalah.  I didn't use it, or do anything with it.  I was looking to understand what it was.  I was also part of a Messianic Jewish community online, looking to understand what they were about. 

One day, I was on this Messianic sub on Reddit, and broached the topic of Kaballah to see what came up.  In the process of discussing it, I ended up with a demon.  It was like a dark blob that sat just under the eye, on the forehead.  I could feel it there.  I could still talk to God.  I felt angry and on edge.  Prior to this demon, I was "Dirt Road Anthem" with no worries.  Afterwards, I was angry, and alert, and on edge.  I ended up with this demon for about ten months.  

God shared with me that it was part of a generational curse from Jeremiah's time.  Some families were Jeremiad.  Given someone saw an Ultra Orthodox Jewish man who seemed to hate the nations, and just be really angry and nasty, he may have had this demon. 

What did I do to get rid of it?  I followed directions.  I ended up building something with music, like what I have done on Twitter, and in the process of reviewing through the songs, it came out one day.  What I do with music, it is a form of meditation.  I am thinking about God when I review through the songs, and possibly receiving things. 

Fr. Ripperger, he is an exorcist with free lectures on Youtube.  I don't know that even Fr Ripperger has the authority to cast out or end that particular generational curse.  It is tied to prophecy and God's plans.  "Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord."  (Luke 13:35)

Malaguena

 Mankind is like God's Vineyard.  (Luke 20:9-19)(Isaiah 63:1-6)  Given a man shakes a vine, the vibrations may be felt on the other end.  I heard it through the Grapevine?  A man may hear things through God's Holy Spirit. 

We may take this allegory to another level.  Mankind may be like a stringed instrument in context of Ezekiel 1.  Ezekiel had a vision of Angels.  Angels have functions tied to aspects of creation.  These functions may have been tied to various concepts or things.  The concepts or things, they are all interconnected.  There are vast differences to how people thought and perceived in Rome around 300 AD, to France in 1200 AD, to someone living in a Western Nation in 2025.  Various concepts or things, they were shifted, moved, turned. 

God's plan is The Kingdom of God.  The Kingdom of God has particular values.  The Kingdom of God happens where men are accepting The Kingship of The Lord Jesus Christ.  Mankind, like a string instrument, it needs to be tuned, or turned, towards Jesus Christ, where various concepts are aligned, in concert, with God Almighty. 

In the 1960's and 1970's, there was a Counter Culture influenced by Karl Marx and Aleister Crowley.  Hippies around Haight-Ashbury in San Francisco, they saw that bathing was too bourgeoisie.  They stopped bathing.  Doctors and scientists ended up re-discovering diseases long thought extinct.  Christianity has had certain traditions and taboos.  Some people worked to push all traditions and taboos, like Counter Cultural figure Richard Dawkins, who believes that eating human flesh is the next taboo people need to get over.  The Counter Culture was influenced by Karl Marx and Aleister Crowley.  In the 1970's, it was mainstreamed into mainstream culture like the movie "Jesus Revolution," with Kelsey Grammer.  Christians were accepting of Satanic Counter Culture. 

“Again, truly I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything they ask for, it will be done for them by my Father in heaven. (Matthew 18:19)

Going to back to Ezekiel 1, Angels have functions over aspects of creation.  The Angels were turned a particular way in the 1970's-80's.  People were accepting of certain bad ideas like Marxist Betty Friedan's Divisive Feminism.  There is fruit there. 

Someone like Saint Patrick, he was a Counter Cultural figure.  He went into pagan Ireland and worked to counter the culture of the pagan Irish.  In India, there were a lot of ugly pagan practices like Bride Burning.  Christians worked to counter the culture in India with Christianity.  These ideas and concepts can be turned different ways.  

In the 1960's and 1970's, the acceptance of Counter Culture was ceding something to Satan.  When two Christians come together and agree, and ask for something, it will be done.  What we have had the last decade or so, is that not what Christians wanted?  Christians need to cut off, and separate themselves from bad philosophy, from bad theology, from bad ideas.  To be Holy, is to be separate. 

God's Kingdom is not a Marxist five year plan.  A lot may change quickly in War, Famine, and Plague, in God's Judgement.  God's Kingdom is not a Five Year Plan.  God Kingdom starts when men are accepting The Kingship of the Lord Jesus Christ.  The Kingdom of God has particular values.  Christians should work on promoting those values, and separate themselves from bad ideas. 

God's Divine Scavenger Hunt Part 8

 Sitting around my apartment yesterday, I started receiving some questions about women.  How does a Post-Modern man deal with dating, and dealing with women in 2025, and is there some greater wisdom there?  There is no easy answer here.  It is ugly out there.  God has shown me some interesting things.  

Wisdom in the Bible is often personified as female.  Why?  A woman, she may have developed a fear of God.  She had a lot of fears.  She feared that her husband or sons would die, be maimed, end up in jail, or something.  She may have wanted to get along with polite society.  Is her husband some sort of barbarian who is going to humiliate her?  A woman doesn't have brute strength.  She needed guile.  She did things looking to turn, or help her husband make good decisions. 

Man is the head, he is a decision maker.  Woman is the neck, she turns the head.  She helps him make decisions. 

Song:  "Back to Life." Soul II Soul.  

  But I want you to realize that the head of every man is Christ, and the head of the woman is man,^[a] and the head of Christ is God.  (1 Corinthians 11:3) 

 Husband and wife, they are looking to go out to eat for lunch.  Husband looks at his wife, and asks "Where would you like to eat to day?"  She says "I don't know."  She says I don't know a lot when asks this question.  What is her husband?  A mind reader?  Her husband gets frustrated some. He doesn't understand that she is testing him.  She would like him to make good decisions.....even if it was subconscious. 

Christ is to man as man is to woman.  (No gay) 

Socrates was said to be the wisest of men.  Socrates says "I don't know." 

I don't know.  God knows. 

Men have honor.  A woman has a reputation.  Given a woman falls into sin, she was made a liar.  She lied to protect her reputation.  Did you believe her lies?  Working to court a virgin towards marriage is a lot different than "dating" a Taylor Swift. 

Song:  "I Think You Know What I Mean."  Gov't Mule.

Some women, they became wicked.  A wicked woman how was she turning men? 

My son, pay attention to my wisdom;
^[a]Lend your ear to my understanding,
² That you may ^[b]preserve discretion,
And your lips may keep knowledge.
³ For the lips of ^[c]an immoral woman drip honey,
And her mouth is smoother than oil;
⁴ But in the end she is bitter as wormwood,
Sharp as a two-edged sword.
⁵ Her feet go down to death,
Her steps lay hold of ^[d]hell.
⁶ Lest you ponder her path of life—
Her ways are unstable;
You do not know them.  (Proverbs 5:1-6)

In Modern Liberalism, there is a false belief that all people were born good.  Philosophers who created Modern Liberalism were haters of God, who intentionally set themselves against God and Christianity.  In Christianity, we understand Original Sin, and that everyone was born flawed. There is evil in the world.  A Feminist, she may have believed that she was good in her ideology, and that nothing she could do was wrong.....as long as she was a liberal or socialist feminist.  This bad philosophy has worked to disguise, and blind people to, female evil.  Harlot is a word in the Bible.  Were you living in a Harlot Society drinking a Harlot's wine?  (Revelations 17)

There is a lot here for a man to reflect on and pray about.  Sometime in Summer 2014, growing in faith with God, I ended up with a "Head of a Woman," in that, suddenly I was able to understand womanese.  Every hint or suggestion that a woman had given me, in my past, I suddenly understood.   

God's Divine Scavenger Hunt Part 7

 How is you, the reader, how is your family doing?  A lot of people out there may have been hurting. They were depressed.  They suffered through a divorce or members of their family did.  A man doesn't have the opportunity to see his children.  These things hurt.  On a case to case basis, we may be able to look at a family, and see if there was a generational curse.  Generational curses and generational spirits have been a "Thing."  They may be removed; however, to remove them, someone needs to be able to identify that they were there, and repent of any sins.   

• You shall not bow down to them or worship them; for I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God, punishing the children for the sin of the parents to the third and fourth generation of those who hate me,  (Deuteronomy 5:9)  

• 18 The wrath of God is being revealed from heaven against all the godlessness and wickedness of people, who suppress the truth by their wickedness, 19 since what may be known about God is plain to them, because God has made it plain to them. 20 For since the creation of the world God’s invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that people are without excuse. 21 For although they knew God, they neither glorified him as God nor gave thanks to him, but their thinking became futile and their foolish hearts were darkened. 22 Although they claimed to be wise, they became fools 23 and exchanged the glory of the immortal God for images made to look like a mortal human being and birds and animals and reptiles. 24 Therefore God gave them over in the sinful desires of their hearts to sexual impurity for the degrading of their bodies with one another. 25 They exchanged the truth about God for a lie, and worshiped and served created things rather than the Creator—who is forever praised. Amen (Romans 1:18-25)   

Freemasons, they made a lot of Oaths to God.  Did they break them?  What particular Oaths did someone make?  Given someone's dad or grandad was a Freemason, there may have been a generational curse on that family.  

In many Churches, there may have been Freemasons.  They may have professed a love for God, and appeared to be good Christians.  How was their extended families doing?  Given there was a lot of divorce, LGBT, children born out of wedlock, and other such things, that may be a sign of something bad. 

Given someone was blessed by God, he may have been fruitful.  Given a Christian's family has a lot of heartbreak, there may be something wrong.  Identifying that something wrong may be hard for some people. 

I have been aware that in the American Ancestors of Slaves Community, there have been certain generational curses.  Someone like Rev Jesse Jackson, he was a Freemason.  Was he serving God with what he was doing, or serving himself or something else?  Going further back in time, the KKK, it was a Freemason Adjacent Occult Group, which derived some of what it did from Mysticism learned in Freemasonry.  The KKK had particular ritualism and spiritualism, and did things in secret.  Going further back in time, certain slave owners in the South, they may have been part of other Freemason Adjacent groups with links to The Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn, and other Occult groups.  In the 1830's, a lot of Europe, and America, became really interested in the Occult.  That can turn really ugly on a slave plantation with Social Darwinists.  Various families may have ended up with generational curses.  A family may have been Church goers for generations, but something was done in secret.  

God does not judge the son for the sins of the father.  (Ezekiel 18)  The one who sins shall die.  This is about going to heaven.  A generational curse was not about going to heaven necessarily.    

Views on Society -

Atomism - A belief that society is made up of a collection of self-interested and largely self-sufficient individuals, or atoms, rather than social groups.

Organicism - A belief that society operates like an organism or living entity, the whole being more than a collection of its individual parts.

 In 2025, a lot of people have been taught to think atomistically.  Someone was an atom unto themselves.  Everything was about "Me."  Given someone was in sin during the Reformation, he may have needed to tell himself the lie that his sin didn't effect anyone other than himself.  The Bible teaches an Organic Society.  Christians are a Body of Christ, and the Body of Christ is society.  

The Bible has big genealogies.  Family is important.  Many people, thinking atomistically, thinking of only the individual, they may have been blind to generational curses.  LGBT is an example of generational curses being worn pridefully, as something good.  Christians need to separate themselves from non-Christians.  

Sitting around my apartment yesterday, this topic came to mind.  I could write a lot about it, and show people a lot of interesting things.  The context I have been writing, is the context it came to me in. There is a reality to a generational curse or generational spirits.  They may be removed.  Just going to Church, that doesn't remove them.  To potentially remove generational curses or spirits, they need to be identified and addressed. 

Allegorical Thinking Part 2

 Yesterday, an article was linked that taught about some very particular concepts from The Bible. 

Post:  "Prophets and God and Allegories" on /r/Theology.  

The Question:  Have certain people been using this knowledge in a corrupt way, and where did they learn it? 

Watching the news day to day, occasionally I find something. 

• A few weeks ago, I was watching some news about the Palestinians.  There was a pro-Hamas family.  The family, to include children, they were eating a cake, like a birthday cake.  This cake was decorated with the flag of Israel.  They would eat it with their hands like they were devouring Israel.  
• During Brexit, there were some protestors.  The protestors were in body paints.  One was painted in the British flag.  The other was painted in the European Union flag.  They were kissing.

 These are both examples of the concepts I highlighted in the article.  I haven't seen someone use the concepts much, I have noticed it from time to time.  

To Occult - To Hide Away.  

What does a Pastor or Priest teach about?  What they were not teaching, and why, may say a lot about them.  Are there elements of Christianity, and Christian Spiritualism or Mysticism, that someone may have been aware of in 1820, but are blind to today?  Given there was, that something was occulted.  There has been a lot of knowledge of God, and understanding out there.  Some people have worked to hide certain understandings away. 

God Almighty is God you cannot control.  Pagans made gods looking to control something. 

 What the Palestinian was doing with the Israeli cake, that was a kind of sorcery, where someone was outside of God, looking to control something, to force his will over something.  A Prophet of God, he was a servant, serving God.  A Prophet was "In God."  The Will is a major theme in comparing and contrasting mysticism.  Was someone Willful like a Harry Potter, doing whatever he wanted to regardless of authority?  Was someone Willful like Fredrick Nietzsche and The Will?  A Christian is humble and penitent.  His will was brought low till it aligned with God's will and good plans for him.  God's plan is God's Kingdom. 

  

Allegorical Thinking

 The Question:  How can someone learn to understand Bible Allegories better, and where did you, Man on Fire, where did you learn? 

I learned from The Holy Ghost. 

It may be that someone may be mentored into being able to think in Bible Allegories.  Lets start with learning from The Holy Ghost. 

• I don't know.  
• I don't care.  
• Be teachable.  

Was someone a Catholic, and a Bishop or Pope was doing something wrong?  I don't know.  I don't care. 

Was someone protestant and their Pastor was corrupt?  I don't know.  I don't care. 

Was someone a Protestant, and the Catholics were right about something or vice versa?   I don't know.  I don't care. 

An Academic somewhere, he needs to produce something.  He needs to produce something to graduate, and to potentially please his peers.  Who were his peers?  Who was someone trying to please?  Man or God?  Doing things that are pleasing to God, a man may be hated.  Teaching good theology at Harvard or Yale in 2025, someone may be hated.  They hated Jesus first.  (John 15:18)

In a doctor's office in the US, there may have been some toys laying around for toddlers.  There may have been a toy with some shapes.  There is a square, a triangle, and a circle.  A toddler needs to fit the right shape into the correct hole or form.  Given someone needed false things to be true, like an Academic promoting their newest Theological Doctrine, it may have been like trying to force a circle into a triangle.  It doesn't work.  Someone was selectively reading or worse. 

How does someone learn to listen to the Holy Ghost?  They were seeking God with all their heart and soul and strength and mind.  They don't know, and they don't care. 

God's plan is The Kingdom of God.  The Kingdom of God has particular values.  Was a pastor or a priest doing something wrong, ceding things to Satan, or otherwise being a false teacher?  We may care about this.  Towards getting there, where someone is in God. I don't know, and I don't care.  The goal is to be In God, where someone loves the things God loves, and hates the things God hates.  This is taught to someone by God. 

An understanding of allegories is an understanding of the Spiritual.  To understand the Spiritual, someone may need to understand The Prophets of the Bible. 

Post:  "Prophets and God and Allegories" on /r/Theology. 

God's Divine Scavenger Hunt Part 6

In February 2014, I had been on Twitter.  I started working for God full time, and I had between tweeting songs for God, with God.  Some of the songs I used were prophetic.  Anyone could have the gift of prophecy.  A four year old girl could have the gift of prophecy.  A Church Elder could have the gift of prophecy.  Anyone could have the gift of prophecy.  God gives irrevocable gifts.  Someone who grew up in a Church, and then ended up a Freemason, or in the Occult, could also have had the gift of prophecy.  Part of God's Divine Scavenger Hunt, over several years, was finding certain prophetic people.  This episode is how I became The Real Slim Shady. 

It was April 2014, a Friday, and I went to the Veteran Administration there in Murfreesboro, TN.  I ended up talking to a doctor, and I looked the doctor in the eye, and told him "I talk to God."  He freaked out on me.  He about jumped out of his skin.  He became a hysterical and demanded......he demanded I be institutionalized.  I suppose I walked into the wrong end of the VA.  

I agreed to be institutionalized in order to prove I wasn't crazy.  It was Friday, and the doctors had all gone home.  It was after 3:00 pm.  Personally, when I was in Afghanistan, there were no weekends.  I worked twelve hours a day, seven days a week.  I worked the night shift.  I was a little irritated losing my Friday, and sitting there all weekend, with nothing to do. 

They did try to drug me.  I didn't need their drugs.  I was all natural.  I don't even take Advil.  I refused their drugs.  

Sunday came along, and before bed time, they tried to offer me some drugs, and I refused them.  The nurse gave me this attitude like "It is your funeral."  That was the first sign that they slipped drugs into my dinner.  I did all right that night.  I was uncomfortable, but I lived. 

The doctors finally showed up Monday morning.  I ended up being interviewed by a foreign female doctor.  She was greeted by me letting her know how weak the doctors there were...in a polite way.  Didn't show up all weekend.  Slipped drugs into my dinner.  Who did they think they are?  I am not a lawyer, but I ended up being able to finding all the right buttons to push, and letting them know that I wanted out.  They couldn't keep me there legally. 

I ended up taking a personality test Monday.  Tuesday I was asked by said female doctor "How did you do so well?" in a surprised way.  I supposed I shrugged my shoulders.  The test was looking to see if you had a balanced personality.  Could someone be conduct themselves in a healthy manner, or were they weak,  allowing people to walk all over them, or abusive and over the top.  I walked the line.  I also had God on this multiple choice test. 

I ended up released Tuesday afternoon.  I had spent five days in a mental health asylum. 

To be tweeting or posting online, certain songs, for God, in a prophetic way, I may have had to fit into the song, and have experienced some things.  Some songs, they may have been prophetic.  Tweeting or posting said songs, for God, in an understanding of The Power of the Tongue, I may have had to be fulfilling them in God's plans for me.  This brings us to the Real Slim Shady video, where the main character of the video is in an Asylum.  The Return of what? The Return of who?  Not Slim Shady. 

It took me a few years after the asylum, before I really understood what Slim Shady was.  Eminiem was said to be Illuminati.  Knowing not much else about Eminem, just looking at his music, his fruit, we may be able to see some things. 

In the 1776 Illuminati, there was Adam Weishaupt.  Weishaupt was a Professor of Cannon Law.  He was a very educated man.  Weishaupt, and his Perfectibilists, they took on aliases.  These aliases may  have had allegorical meanings.  Weishaupt became Spartacus.  Spartacus was an escaped Roman Slave, who started a rebellion against Rome. The Romans ended up capturing many of the former slaves in the end, and when asked who was Spartacus, many of them replied "I AM Spartacus!!  Weishaupt may have seen himself a "Free Thinker" an escaped slave of Catholicism.  Weishaupt as a professor, he worked to make copies of himself.  Is that not exactly what Slim Shady was, but in a 1990's way? 

Tweeting songs for God, I may have been experienced something.  Either I experienced it prior to, that is, prior to working for God, I experienced it working for God, or I was about to experience something, where I could fit into the song, and hit some sort of standard or qualification to be tweeting it. 

Spiritual Warfare: Priests of Baal and Corrupt Mysticism

 The last few days, testimony has been given pertaining to God's Divine Scavenger Hunt.  Given someone found this blog post first, they should go back and read God's Divine Scavenger Hunt first.  We have been working to lead people into understanding.  Given someone cannot follow instructions, they may hurt themselves.  Please follow instructions. 

Imagine for yourself, a small Island, like the Island of Malta.  This island, it is separated from the rest of society, and only 10,000 people live there.  This population of 10,000 is men and women and children, and they are living under God, on Earth as it is in Heaven.  They were living with God. 

Marriage is a sacred thing.  There may be particular rules in place to ensure that everyone is chaste until marriage.  There is no sexual immorality or adultery or lies. 

Given a man and woman, in marriage, both had an open third eye, and were Seers, they may be in intelligent design of how men and women are to be together in marriage and intimacy.  They may be able to read each others minds and emotions.  They are one flesh, a unit.  They may be able to talk to God, and be in God's counsel. They are living in harmony with each other, and with God. 

Given sin entered the Island, this harmony was disrupted.  It would need to be addressed, and removed.  The Body of Christ is a society.  Given sin enters the body, it may be like a wound.  Wounds fester.  Given a wound wasn't addressed, the body may die. 

A Priest of Baal may have been a Seer who believed in "Holy Prostitution."  He was an Evil person looking to be "One Flesh" with many.  Being One Flesh with many, he may be able to read minds through demons, and do other such things. 

Dr. Carl Jung, he was an Occult Pagan Seer.  It is not hard to web search that, I don't care to link it here.  The Spiritual works in a particular way.  Anything Dr Carl Jung taught.....it may be off and wrong.  There may be something to it because there are rules to the spiritual, and he may have been working on some particular rules or laws. 

Dr. Carl Jung wrote about The Collective Unconscious.  In someone's subconscious, there may be have been demons.  Most people are unaware, asleep, not awake to this.  A Seer, a Mystic, he was becoming aware.  In Kundalini Yoga, someone was unaware, they worked to become aware, and integrate.  In Shadow Integration, someone was unaware.  They worked to become aware, and integrate.  The difference between Kundalini Yoga and Shadow Integration may be that in Yoga, they were cultivating particular demons.  In Shadow Integration, there may have been any number of things in someone's subconscious. From Dr Carl Jung and Shadow Integration, we have an understanding of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.  In both Yoga and Shadow Integration, someone was becoming a "More Possessed" person.  They were possessed and unaware before.  They became a "More Possessed" person where they were thinking and perceiving and motivated through demons. 

The Collective Unconscious is in the Bible. 

• Mob shows up at Lot's house.  (Genesis 19)  
• Mob shows knocks on door of house Levite is staying in.  (Judges 19)  
• In 2022, Self-Entitled Egotists in a Gay Pride Parade, who felt they were Holy and Moral in their wickedness, they knock on someone's door looking to know him carnally.  
  

What lead to the mobs, knocking on someone's door, looking to know a man carnally?  They were in Baal Worship and Temple prostitution.  They had particular demons running through the collective unconscious.  

Is there something to mind control and the third eye?  There is.  That is not of God.  That is a corruption and demonic.  Man was meant to be living in harmony.  Given we are to research MkUltra, were they using elements of Dr. Carl Jung and Occult Mysticism? 

Operation Midnight Climax

Operation Midnight Climax was established in order to study the effects of LSD on non-consenting individuals. Prostitutes on the CIA payroll were instructed to lure clients back to the safehouses, where they were surreptitiously plied with a wide range of substances, including LSD, and monitored behind one-way glass. The prostitutes were instructed in the use of post-coital questioning to investigate whether the victims could be convinced to involuntarily reveal secrets. The victims were sometimes fed subliminal messages in attempts to induce them to involuntary actions, including criminal activity such as robbery, assault, and assassination. Many of the CIA operatives involved in the experiments voluntarily indulged in the drugs and prostitutes for recreational purposes.[4] Additionally, information from Wilmington News Journal on October 15, 1978, reports from a FOIA request that, "the spy agency purchased two pounds of Yohimbine hydrochloride... by Dr. Robert V. Lashbrook, the chief aide to Dr. Sidney Gottlieb." The role of Dr. Lashbrook was to, "monitor and approve materials for Operation Midnight Climax."[8] (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Operation_Midnight_Climax)

 The glove seems to fit.  The evidence seems to line up.  There are clear themes here. 

Christian societies value virgin brides.  Wiccans, who claim to be modern day Witches, have believed in a mother goddess with a goat headed consort. Satanists have believed in "sacred prostitution."  Was your nation or Church more of a Virgin Israel or a Harlot Ezekiel 23?  Drinking a Harlot's Wine? (Revelations 17) 

Christian societies value virgin brides.  Given most people someone knew, given they were not virgins when they married, you do not live in a Christian society. 

The following is from an article on the city of Baalbek. 

The town became a battleground upon the rise of Christianity.[82][h] Early Christian writers such as Eusebius (from nearby Caesarea) repeatedly execrated the practices of the local pagans in their worship of the Heliopolitan Venus. In AD 297, the actor Gelasinus converted in the middle of a scene mocking baptism; his public profession of faith provoked the audience to drag him from the theater and stone him to death.[82][3] In the early 4th century, the deacon Cyril defaced many of the idols in Heliopolis; he was killed and (allegedly) cannibalised.[82] Around the same time, Constantine, though not yet a Christian, demolished the goddess' temple, raised a basilica in its place, and outlawed the locals' ancient custom of prostituting women before marriage.[82] Bar Hebraeus also credited him with ending the locals' continued practice of polygamy.[88] The enraged locals responded by raping and torturing Christian virgins.[82] They reacted violently again under the freedom permitted to them by Julian the Apostate.[3] The city was so noted for its hostility to the Christians that Alexandrians were banished to it as a special punishment. (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Baalbek)

Christian societies value virgin brides.  Were you living in a Christian society, or a society headed closer to Baalbek?  Areas of some major US Cities, and even some smaller ones, are already there.  They are disgusting.  People have been flaunting God's Judgement of War, Famine, and Plague.  

The spiritual works in a particular way.  Are you starting to come into understanding? I was prodigal son in June 2014.  I had to work through some things. 

Previously: "A Bridegroom Part 1" on In God We Trust. 

I recommend reading through that part of the blog, with insight as to what was happening. 

Given someone was in sexual immorality.......they were sexually immoral with someone who was sexually immoral, and so on.  Someone may have been six degrees from Matt Damon.   Matt Damon was sexual immoral with someone who was in a Puff Daddy party, who was immoral with someone at a college, who was immoral with "Some Guy" who had a job and a car and ended up marrying her.  

When man and woman come together, they are of "One Flesh."  Given a lot of people were "One Flesh," they may have been a blob or in a river of the dead.  Somewhere in that blob, there may have been a Satanic Occultist who was perceiving he was empowered, through demons.  That would be what Baal worship was.  Now you know. 

Be careful with this understanding.  Turn to The Lord Jesus Christ and pray. Repent of your sins. Christian societies value virgin brides.  Given someone was in a Harlot Ezekiel 23 society.....that society could be shot.  God's Judgement may happen. 

God's Divine Savenger Hunt Testimony - Part 5

 We may need to take a minute and reflect on somethings that were going on in the testimony so far.  I was a pretty normal man in September 2013.  I received a calling from God in October 2013.  I was talking to God, and went into training with God.  I ended up experiencing a lot of interesting spiritual things.  What was I doing towards growing in faith? 

Previously:  "Understanding and Growing in Faith" on In God We Trust.  

In May 23, 2014, I ended up with a third eye open.  I didn't know what that was.  I was growing in faith with God and following directions.  It took me about six months before I even looked up what a third eye was.  I did some light research, came to some understandings, and put those understandings in my pocket for later.  It wasn't important to me that I had an open third eye. 

Given a Christian in Germany, around 800 AD, given he had what I had, he possibly didn't think about the third eye, nor write much about it, nor care.  He was talking to God, and growing in faith.  Today, we have the internet, and there is a lot of information out there.  I may be able to make some sense of things. 

The Spiritual works in particular ways, and there are rules that govern the spiritual.  In the Bible there were Seers, and not all Seers were doing right, nor were they servants of God.  If we were to watch a documentary about Prophets, every Old Testament Nation had their wisemen  and court sorcerers.  Only Israel had the Prophets. 

God conditioned me towards being successful.  God shepherded me into something.  God may have been shepherding me my entire life, and I just didn't realize it. 

Part of Western Occultism was working to relearn what the wisemen and court sorcerers of Egypt and Babylon knew.  Some of that was translated into New Age.  There have been instruction books that say something like "Do A and B and C will happen," towards opening your third eye.  Every so often, the last decade or so, I have found someone freaking out.  He opened up his third eye, and was attacked by demons.  He got into one of those instruction books.  That was wrong.  I was conditioned to handle it by God.  I have had to pray unceasingly, or sing songs in my head, or otherwise keep my mind busy.  Given I let up, I may have had something trying to fight its way into my noggin.  That is gross.  Many people who opened up their third eye, outside of God, they ended up with demons, and were perceiving through demons. 

The testimony that has been given so far, it may appear to line up with some other testimonies out there over the internet.  The Spiritual works in particular ways and there are rules to it. This could also be considered part of God's Scavenger Hunt, where I discovered lost understanding, and helped reveal some things.  

God's Divine Savenger Hunt Testimony - Part 4

 After May 23, 2014, I ended up very supernaturally sensitive.  In the spiritual, there may be Angelic Airwaves.  God speaks to his angels telepathically.  In said Angelic Airwaves there were also demons and occult weirdos through demons.  I felt like I became a "Radio Head." I was picking up things.  I had become different. 

Reading my Bible, I felt like I was "waking" or soaking things up.  It would feel like a red and black static on a TV.  It was kind of like being drunk on wine, but with a static feel to it.  About a month or two later, I drove by a graveyard, and I could sense or feel the spirits there.  They felt like black and white static on the TV, and that hurt.  I would recoil away. 

Back in March 2014, I had finished Twitter.  I felt like I had completed a learning mechanism for opening eyes and ears and teaching about faith with music videos.  Personally, I had grown in faith a lot creating it, and reviewing through it.  I had grown a lot in Christ.  At the top of the Twitter, I stickied a Tweet that said something like "For More Go Here," and there was a link to a Facebook Page I had created called "Champions of Christ." (Dread)  I hadn't done much with it due to ending up in jail. 

May 23, 2014, through the Summer, I was taking notes of things received.  Talking with God, I found that I could use "If, Then" statement to work things out.  I would feel or perceive out the right answer with God.  Given I typed something wrong, it may have felt like there was an invisible barrier under my fingers or thumb, keeping me from typing and sending.  Sometimes I would write something wrong, and immediately feel that it was wrong once it became public, and I would edit it. 

I learned about the word "May."  Given I was to type "Will," or something in the affirmative, that may have been like giving prophecy.  Did I have permission to give that prophecy?  Something "May" happen was leaving something open to God.  Potentiality. 

Song:  "The Last Time"  by The Blind Boys of Alabama.  

I had been a Prodigal Son.  I had gained a lot of attention from Occult Freemasons Tweeting songs on Twitter.  I ended up feeding the pigs.  After May 23, I became aware of them, and that they were watching me.  I would receive questions from people, and work out answers over Facebook. 

June 2014, I ended up homeless.  I had been in jail and had a few other things happen where I hadn't had time to seek employment with a Church.  I decided to drive into Raleigh from Murfreesboro, TN. 

Previously:  "Darknight of the Soul Testimony."  on In God We Trust

As a US Army Veteran, I had drank a lot.  How much is a lot?  Given a doctor gave me a survey at the Veterans Administration about how much I drank, there was a scale on a questionnaire between drinking zero, and completely unhealthy.  I maxed out his scale and then some.  After May 23, 2014, having drank as much as I did, it had done something to my biology and spirit where I ended up God's Spiritual Sponge Bob Square Pants.  I ended up soaking up spirits and sending them to God. 

In the first two weeks of being homeless around North Carolina, I was working towards hitting rock bottom.  Being homeless and losing hope is hard.  I was learning how to lean on God.  I ended up buying hotel rooms, maxing out my credit card. 

I was laying in the bed of a hotel room.  I had my Iphone4, and was on "Champions for Christ" Facebook Page.  I was taking notes, and working somethings out with God and the Pigs.  Suddenly, it came to mind about a legend.  I had read histories of The Crusades, and been been aware of a legend of a Talking Head of John the Baptist.  Suddenly, with God, this came to mind. 

Typing on "Champions for Christ" I write something similar to"

"I suppose we are on a quest for the Talking Head of John the Baptist." 

"Given someone has it, they should burn it." 

I took a break.  Writing things like that was spiritually taxing.  About ten minutes later, I decided to take a shower.  In the shower, with me, ended up being the soul of John the Baptist.  "Oh." I thought.

He was about 5'8".  He was stern.  He didn't say anything to me.  He was there for a moment, and then he went up to God. 

There was a lot of interesting things that happened that summer.  I suppose it is good to give testimony to it. 

 

God's Divine Scavenger Hunt Testimony - Warno

 The goal so far, in "God's Divine Scavenger Hunt Parts 1-3," was to walk someone into understanding of some hard to handle spiritual realities, and how God's Divine Scavenger Hunt came to be.  Not writing a book.  Not getting into a lot of details.  Given someone has a bad attitude, they are jealous, envious, or wrathful......or anything else, GO AWAY!!!  Go take a walk.  Seek God.  Work to fix yourself.   You don't have to be here, and you don't have to read this.  God knows what is in your heart and your mind.  Writing these things, I have been in the presence of God.  Someone here reading wrong........It is nobodies fault but yours. 

God's Divine Scavenger Hunt Testimony - Part 3

 It was May 2014.  I had become good at talking with God.  No and Go sound similar for a reason.  A man may have to stop and think.  I would ask him what to have for breakfast in the morning.  I would ask him all types of things.  God knows every hair on a man's head.  He knows what a man likes.  God has good plans. 

Given I had to travel a short distance, to a place I hadn't been before, given I was to go from my apartment, to a place in downtown Murfreesboro I didn't know, could I get there just with God?  Walking from point A to point B is easy.  Given you don't know exactly how to get there, someone could get lost.  I suppose I was still working to learn how far I could lean on God. 

May 23, 2014, the frame of mind I was in, when I decided to take a long ruck march, was one of testing the limits.  A rucksack is heavy backpack a soldier may have worn to carry all his gear.  I was getting some exercise.  I ended up wrestling with God.....in my head.  (Genesis 32:22-32)

The following is a testimony I wrote seven or eight years ago about wrestling with God.  

I turned 30 on March 9th, 2014. I had been receiving a calling, and by May 24th I had become very Good at talking with the Holy Ghost. I loaded up a backpack with 45 pounds of weight like a Centurion, and went for a walk.

Life for me had been miserable over the last few months. I was dealing with multiple legal issues for pursuing happiness, and obeying God. Time in jail had put me in financial trouble, and I was close to losing my apartment, and being homeless. I had no real friends or family in a 500 mile radius, and no one to really turn to. I had exhausted all reasonable possibilities. Nothing else mattered to me but God.

I started my March around Central Middle School on Main Street, Murfreesboro, TN, and walked till the End of the Road. It was about 7-9 miles. I have never really measured it accurately.

Along the way, God asked me to do things, and I had to reason with him. The Spirit of God was completely working through me. I had to take proverbial lessons God gave me, and we wrestled in my head. I had to remember God has Good plans for me. Don’t Look Back. Walk The Line…as in, don’t veer off the straight path laid out for me.

I felt like I had a disk in my head. God was at the front of my head, something not of God at the back of the head that I learned to ignore. I worked to flip this disk like a coin so that God was on top of my head pointing towards the heavens. I did this by obeying or being right in my reason.

I was told every lie I could image at the time about the Bible and scripture or hard truths, and I had to not care. I don’t care to repeat or remember them. I was showed many things like Enoch is to Noah as Elijah is to Elisha, and how God had been working through people, and many similar instances. I saw many visions, and felt like 2000 years of Christian history and suffering were propelling me forward. Like there had been people who had endured a lot of suffering so I could be doing this with God.

On the way to the End of the Road, I had a vision that Jesus was waiting for me there. I was close to losing my apartment, and had legal issues, had no job, nothing to really hope for, and little to no joy in my life. In February 2014, I was suddenly struck with what I'll call Divine Madness, that is, I could think of little else but God, and God related things, and what I was receiving was way more interesting than whatever else I was doing.

As I was walking, I felt like I may be taken up to heaven at the End of the Road, and all my suffering would be over. I wanted it to happen. I hoped for it.

As I reached the End of the Road the straps on my backpack started to slip naturally. I had straps around my waist as well. I felt like I could not stop. I could not look back. I had to keep going. I started running. I wasn’t going to stop. The straps around my waste slipped as well after my backpack hit the ground, and I pulled it for a few yard. I left my backpack in the street, and soon arrived at the end of the road. Jesus was not there. Elisha had to see Elijah.

I rested about five minutes, and took my boots off. It was disappointing not finding Jesus, but I had dealt with a lot of disappointment, was learning about faith, and how to lean on God, and was not disheartened too much. I started walking back. God said my backpack represented my sins. I left my backpack in the street, and walked back with no water or weight. I did not look at it or look back.

I feel like there are Jewish Angels around me. Off the side of the road I feel like I am walking in a parade to some degree, and there are Angels watching me, and fawning over me. “It’s Ezekiel.” They gasped.

Soon God tells me to walk in the middle of the street. This is an empty rural highway. I do so. Two vehicles were approaching. I had a bad feeling about them. I command handed the vehicles as they approached and said authoritatively, “I’m not Jesus. Jesus wasn’t there. I’m not Jesus. You can’t run from me.” The vehicles didn’t swerve or change path, and neither did I. I felt like a side mirror of a truck may have passed through my arm, but I didn’t flinch. I didn’t look back. I didn’t care. After they pass I get back on the shoulder of the road.

Five minutes or so later a firetruck and a police car pass by me alarms blazing, and I sense that my backpack may have caught on Fire somehow. I start to see the bluest sky I have ever seen. It was like Heaven had woken up and come forth. I feel like there is something in the air behind me. I don’t look back or up. I pass back over Cripple Creek. (Genesis 32:22-32)

I continue my mental wresting with God. He had been sharing the numbers in the Bible with me, and how some of his holy miracles worked. I was beaten down mentally till I did not care about any of that, and shown that I should just obey the Spirit.

The whole time I feel like I had a disk in my head. I am still working it so that the good part is facing up. The disk kind of feels like some of the Catholic statues of Jesus or the Saints.

I was told that if I kept on walking Jesus would possess me, and I would be no more. I kept on walking. About a mile or two outside of Murfreesboro it was over, and I felt like I had a giant crown on my head. My body also went through some burning sensations that were different and supernatural. My whole body felt like it was on fire, but I remember a burning sensation in my groin more.

When I came back to my apartment I was more exhausted then I had ever been in my life. I felt like I was in some sort of high gravity chamber and couldn’t move for a long time nor did I want to. I felt burning sensations. I may have been similar to what Jonah outside of Nineveh may have felt like when God had him lay down. Eventually I watched two different lyric videos of “Sex on Fire” by Kings of Leon on my phone because that was how I was feeling, and that released me.

I became homeless over the next two months, and kept working on my phone. God was training me through his spirit. I have the Word in me.

This is the beginning of God's Divine Scavenger Hunt. 

God's Divine Scavenger Hunt Testimony - Part 2

 In December 2013, I started having ears to hear.  I used to go to Church with my mom and dad, listening to classic rock on the radio, and not thinking anything about it.  Dad and mom were listening to it, so it must be ok right?  I had been deaf to a lot of lyrics in music, and didn't think much about their meaning.  I started picking up on lyrics, both good and bad, and certain sounds.  I ended up making a list of songs I felt were profound.  I had an idea for a Christian Radio station that wasn't playing Christian genre music or worship music, but Christian themed music.  

February 2014, I was attending class.  I had been a full time student at MTSU since January.  I was attending class, and suddenly it was like God seized my mind.  I had a hard time thinking about anything but God things.  I kept receiving Epiphanies.  Revelations.  Good ideas and ways forward serving God.  I believe it was February 8th, I decided I was done with school, and I was going to work for God full time. 

I had this idea for a Christian Radio station, and was looking for a way forward.  I decided to start a Twitter profile.  I didn't know much about Twitter other than governments and celebrities were there.  I started a Twitter, and I started tweeting songs with Youtube videos.  I would tweet songs with a few words, or a Bible verse, to focus someone's attention onto the lyrics. 

The first day on Twitter, I tweeted a hodgepodge of fifteen songs.  I started receiving lesson plans.  I would receive a song from God, and start developing how to tell a story or teaching something from it by arranging different songs.  I started planning these things out a day ahead, and then tweeting a lot of things really fast hoping to receive attention.  After two weeks, I started being able to tweet things in a coherent way, by the seat of my pants.  God would give me something, and I would tweet it.  With no doubt or fear, I would work through some sort of lesson plan or tell a story arranging music as songs came to mind.  

I didn't have anyone to Tweet to.  I would @ Youtube most tweets since I was using Youtube videos.  Sometimes I would perceive to tweet a government or corporation or something.  I suppose, over Twitter, I had been showing a specific character that gained me attention of some Occult Freemason people. 

I ended up in jail for walking home from a bar.  This happened on the Ides of March.  I don't really care to get into why or what else was going on, at this time.  I ended up spending twenty seven days in jail.  I had the ability to pay my bail, and offered multiple times.  The guards would not allow me to pay my bail.  They would try to force me to get a bail bondsmen, and that required a co-signer, something I didn't have. 

I ended up in jail for awhile.  In the mean time, all the things I had tweeted had been marinating.  This is bringing us towards May 2014.  Some very significant things happened that set me on God's Divine Scavenger Hunt, which started in May. 

The Twitter Testimony is profound in that it gained me attention of particular people.  Also, Twitter was how God shepherded me developing Prophetic Intercession, or I became a Prophetic Intercessor. 

God's Divine Scavenger Hunt Testimony - Part 1

I had just moved from Washington State to Tennessee where I knew basically no one.  I had moved all my belongings from my truck, up into my second floor apartment.  I broke open a bottom of Jim Beam Rye to celebrate.  Sitting in my new apartment, celebrating by myself, in my left ear I heard a whisper.  "Friend of God."  That is how this all started. 

Previously:  "An Exodus" on Rocksteady Blog.  

Previously:  "Intuition and Perception - Talking to God"  on In God We Trust.

I had been a prodigal son.  I wasn't a good man.  I had been going to Church, and seeking God, and looking to get my life on track the months prior to "An Exodus."  I had also learned to "Go with my gut."  I perceived a lot of things, and my perceptions were better when it was life or death, do or die. 

After I heard the whisper "Friend of God," I started researching things on my iPhone4.  I found the Friends of God Movement.  Over the next couple days, I started hearing the voice of God.  It was kind of like the whisper, someone could have missed it, and it was on my forehead.  Sitting at my computer, alone, I would ask yes or no questions and get answers.  I could check the answer over the internet.  The answers were good.  I tested what spirit I had. 

God is love.  God's Love is fatherly.  God has good plans.  Sometimes I would tested, and I would receive something demanding, abusive, of some different character.  It would attack me like a lawyer.  I would use background knowledge I had received as a life long Christian to defeat it, and/or ignore it.  Given I was attacked, I would wait it out till I had the voice of God again.  

Over the next several weeks, there ended up being a lot of interesting supernatural things going on around me.  Walking from my apartment onto the MTSU campus, I started seeing a lot of dead animals.  Squirrels and birds mostly.  It wasn't enough to start a panic, but it was eerie.  I also found that a lot of right answers would just come to mind.  I decided, one day in December, to go to the library, and research angels and fallen angels and demons.  It turned out that dead animals were a sign Satan was nearby.  

I was having a lot of interesting supernatural experiences, and I had received a prophetic calling.  The topic is "God's Divine Scavenger Hunt."  Towards understanding that, we need to fast forward to February.   

God's Divine Scavenger Hunt Testimony - Intro Part 2

 The Question:  Why can't you write like in "An Exodus" anymore? 

It had to do with developing the Power of the Tongue, and aligning my thoughts with God, and being of The Spirit of God. 

When someone writes they have Voice.  Working to write something in my voice, after growing in faith past a certain point, I wasn't in the spirit.  While writing, I would start getting tired, and my thoughts would become jumbled.  That would be "Spiritual Exhaustion."  Spiritual Exhaustion may happen when someone is trying to do too much, or going outside of God's plan for them. 

Previously:  "Is D&D Satanic? What is Satanic?" on In God We Trust Blog

Part of Spiritual Warfare has been about how a man perceives himself.  Role playing has to do with perception. Growing up, I liked to read Dragonlance novels.  There is a D&D style of role play associated with Dragonlance I never was involved with.  I just read the novels.  May 2014, I sat down and worked to read a Dragonlance novel, and I couldn't.  I didn't make it more than a page before my mind was jumbled, and I had to stop. 

Given someone is a Christian, society and education should be set up towards someone's mind being aligned with God, towards hearing the voice of God, and growing in faith.  "Shogun" was a historical fiction book I liked growing up.  I read it three times.  I tried to watch the Hulu "Shogun" series.  I watched a few episodes, but I had to stop.  As a young man, I liked to role play, put myself in the shoes of the main character.  That type of function or task isn't what God has in store for me.  It is not in God's plan for me. 

When I have written on this blog, it has been filtered.  At times, when queued to, I suppose I may "Thus Saith The Lord."  That wasn't getting us places in 2014.  I forgot.  I lost track.  Also, I tend to start laughing a lot when The Spirit comes upon me like that. 

I stopped being able to write in my voice.  The writing I have done is has been queued by God, towards God's good purposes, that is, building The Kingdom of God. 

Question:  When did you start developing The Power of the Tongue? 

Winter 2014.  I felt I was a pretty truthful man.  I found I was prone to exaggerate and tell half truths.  I started making my writing and speech more exact.  Working to communicate things about The Spiritual and God, there is no room for exaggerations or anything false.  There is a weight of responsibility, and potential punishment.   

It is better to say nothing rather than be wrong.  I was always pretty quiet person around friends and family.  I guess its the quiet ones that get them in the end.