Monday, April 28, 2025

Celibacy or Potential Celibacy

 The Question:  Given a man grew far enough in faith, and became close to God, would he have to be celibate? 

No.  A man growing in faith, he would not have to be celibate.  This also depends on what a man was called to do, and if he ended up in particular positions of authority. 

  • But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light.  (1 Peter 2:9)
  •  “’The woman he marries must be a virgin.  He must not marry a widow, a divorced woman, or a woman defiled by prostitution, but only a virgin from his own people, (Leviticus 21:13,14)  

April 2014, I woke up one day feeling like I was a 30 year old Levite.  Not that I was from the Tribe of Levi, but I felt tied to God's rules for his priestly class.  What that meant most to me, at the time, was I could only marry a virgin. 

Previously:  "A Bridegroom Part 1"  from In God We Trust Blog.  

Jesus Christ is The Bridegroom.  The Song of Songs is in the Bible as a representation of God's love for Israel or The Church.  I am not Jesus.  Jesus made me a Bridegroom.  As a prodigal son, I had hurt some people in sin.  Part of my penance, I suppose, was going back through females I had history with, and working to marry them.  I was looking to be right.  I worked through some things. 

Lets go back to the question at hand.  Would a man need to be celibate as he comes closer to God?  God is love.  (1 John 4:8)  Given a man was a servant of God, he could not be in conflict, with other men, in the realm of love and marriage in the wrong way.  Given a man felt he was wronged, or slighted by a servant of God, that may reflect how men view God. 

Given someone was a Priest/Pastor, that is a major leadership role in the community.  Does said Priest end up with his choice of brides?  Does a dad, with an eligible daughter, look to marry her off to a Priest for favors?  This may be a problem.  In Orthodox Christianity, a married man may have become a Priest, but a Priest could not be married. 

Women can be cunning.  Given there was a Man of God, he may have been charismatic.  God is awesome.  Some of that awesome may have filtered down to a servant of God.  A married woman may have cunningly manipulated her husband towards a divorce, or his death, to be with something she perceived as better coming along.  There may be problems there. 

Given a Servant of God was to marry a Prostitute, where was her heart really?  With one of her other lovers?  Does she really respect  him?  Given a Servant of God became famous in a community, is there a man at a pub somewhere talking about how he knew the servant's wife carnally.  That would hurt honor.  That may hurt how men perceive God.  

Given a Servant of God was hard, keeping the standards, would certain men work to try to attack him through his wife?  Cunning people in the community may have worked to set a man's wife to persuade him this way or that way.  A Priest/Pastor somewhere, some gangsters may potentially have threatened his family. A man in a position of authority in a Church may have been attacked through his wife.

I worked through a lot of topics or concepts like this with God.  I may be able to, in my calling, marry a virgin.  I am not a Priest in a position of authority.  It is hard to find a virgin.  I may have had to be part of a community, and be trusted in that community for something like that.  

I suppose a Matchmaker is a solution.  There are Matchmakers online.  Said online Matchmakers don't cater to men looking for virgin brides.  I would have to be in particular religious communities for that. 

I have found being celibate to be ok.  I was worried in 2014.  I am pretty comfortable today. 

Saturday, April 26, 2025

Testimony: Feeding the Pigs Part 2

 It was September 8th, 2014, and I was living in an unfurnished apartment near Duke University in Durham, NC.  Working for God, as a servant to my sorrow, I ended up taking Satan's Kingdom like a thief in the night.  What are some of the things that lead up to this event? 

  • I had calculated the Devil's Number in July.  Someone may need to refer to Previous Post:  "Safe Numerology."
  • God had been pushing me to be "The Emperor."  The Emperor like in 1 Peter 2.  
  • I had been feeding the pigs, a particular group of Freemasons.  This is like hearing voices in my head.  
  • I had also been receiving God's Counsel.   I felt like I was picking up "Catholic Priests."  These were probably Saints.  I didn't know much about any of the Saints at the time.  
  • In July, like hearing voices in my head, I was a "Radiohead," I was picking up "Hitler with a flock of Nuns."  Hitler wasn't really Hitler, the guy from WWII, but a German Nationalist who really cared about the German Nation and people.  There were two Popes at the time.  I understood this to be Pope Benedict XVI.  We would hammer out some of the particulars of what the Kingdom of God may look like.  

There was a lot of interesting supernatural things going on that may be hard to write out in one testimony.  That is, hard for the reader to take in.   

I ended up taking Satan's Kingdom like a Thief in the Night, and felt like I was Emperor of the World.  I had a lot of slaves and concubines.  These slaves and concubines may have been male or female.  Prior to, I felt like the full weight of the US Government had been coming down on me.  All that weight was gone.  After working through a few things alone, in my apartment, I decided to go for a walk.  I felt sort of like Peter Parker in "Spiderman 3."  

Long story short, I played Abraham Lincoln and freed the slaves, and gave the concubines an avenue to be married and leave.  Within a year and a half, I no longer sensed any of them.  

Satan liked to steal anointings. These anointings were being kept by some sort of servant of Satan.    This would be Satan, the particular fallen angel from The Book of Job and Book of Revelations.  I ended up with the Anointings of Kings. 

Satan's followers since September 2014, they have sort of been running around like a chicken with its head cut off, doing whatever they wanted to do.  

Testimony: Feeding the Pigs

 Prior to working for God, I had been a prodigal son.  I had been a life long Christian.  I decided to go my own way for while.  I never stopped believing in God.  I was frustrated.  I was wrong.  Fast forward several years, and I was working for God. 

Things that were happening leading up to feeding the Pigs: 

Previous Post:  "God's Divine Scavenger Hunt - Part 3."  on In God We Trust Blog
Previous Post:  "Dark Night of the Soul Testimony."  on In God We Trust Blog. 

 I started becoming aware.  I became aware of demons.  I became aware of occult people, where they were, what they were doing.  I became aware of The Pigs, a particular group of Freemasons.  They were aware of me.  

I had been on Twitter February-March 2014.  I had ended up Tweeting governments and government entities.  I ended up feeling like I was done with Twitter in March.  I wasn't tweeting to please anyone other than God.  I was tweeting music videos with a few words or a scripture to focus attention to something.  I may have been showing a particular character.  I ended up with attention.  On Top of the Twitter was a link to Facebook with instructions that said "For more go here," more or less.  

 June 2014, I drove into homelessness.  I was driving towards Raleigh, and potentially Fort Bragg in Fayetteville.  I served there at Fort Bragg, and a knew some people.  I started become aware that I could be black bagged.  Some secret squirrel type people may kidnap/arrest me.  It was a warning from God not to mess up.  I didn't mess up.  The spirit of God is a gentleman. 

For the next several months, on my iPhone4, on Facebook, I would take notes of things I was receiving from God, and I would be feeding the pigs.  Writing things that came to mind, and working out some things with God.  It is 2025.  I recently deleted my Facebook.  A Facebook whistle blower was in front of congress more recently, and I had enough.  I deleted my Facebook.  It is what it is. 

How did I deal with becoming aware?  I had a fear of God.  I held tight to God.  I ended up with offers for jobs and vacations and a number of things that may have taken me off the path God set for me.  I walked the line. 

Driving into Fayetteville June 2014, I put all my treasures in heaven.  Anything I hoped for, or desired, I put in heaven with God.  I worked to make it on Earth as it is in Heaven, and I was going to succeed or go to heaven.  

Towards the end of August and first week of September, I had hit a bees hive of Obama government people.  I felt like the entire force of the US Government was coming down on me.  I stayed in my apartment.  

Previous Post:  "A Bridegroom Part 1."  From In God We Trust Blog. 

It was around September 8th. I felt like the entire Government was coming down on me.  I was also working through "A Bridegroom" working for God.  I had worked through about six females from my past, and I had worked to marry them like I was "Black Jesus."  I ended up working to marry Taylor Swift.

I was laying on the floor of my unfurnished apartment.  I was a servant to my sorrow, working through some loves from my past....and Taylor Swift whom I never knew.  I had become good at working them in and out of my heart like a muscle.  I wasn't doing it in a wicked way.  God would show me ugly things about their pasts, and I would feel compelled to get rid of them.  I would have a woman in my heart.  There is a particular mysticism about this like being in God's heart....and we are made in the image of God.  I had Taylor Swift in my heart, and God showed me some things.  I was out of females to replace her with.  Having nothing in your heart hurts like having a sandpaper heart, and it may take me several weeks to find someone new.  Oh well.  I kicked her out.

At the time I kicked Taylor Swift out of my heart, I ended up taking Satan's Kingdom like a thief in the night.  Reflecting...... there may have been a number of interesting spiritual laws here.  I haven't thought much of it.  I ended up taking Satan's Kingdom like at thief in the night, and felt on top of the world.  To be continued. 

Sunday, April 20, 2025

Political Happenings and Occultism

 This morning I am receiving a question about the World Economic Forum, and what type of Occultism they have been into exactly.  We will delve into it. 

How did I start becoming aware of Occultism?  Through God.  God has enemies.  God showed me what was happening behind closed doors in an Ezekiel 8 type of way.  There were a lot of egotsitical groups who may not have 100% been aware of each other.  They were "compartmentalized."  They tended to be doing similar things.  I started lumping them all together as "Eyes Wide Shut," like the movie.  Eyes Wide Shut may have been a fraternity or sorority at a college that had strange and ugly and perverse initiation rituals.  Eyes Wide Shut may have been a swingers club in Beverly Hills that people like Bill Maher and Gwyneth Paltrow attended.  Eyes Wide Shut may have been a particular lodge of Freemasons doing some particular things.  Eyes Wide Shut may have been "Killing Kittens" sex group created by with "Friend of Kate Middleton."  I became aware of these groups, or what people were doing.  I could see them through God.  Watching the news, I would pick up things here and there.  That is where I ended up with the names I mentioned, that is, from news articles easily internet searched, at this time.  

I started become aware of Eyes Wide Shut, and being able to see or feel where they all were.  Thinking about it much more than that.....what am I going to do about it alone?  End up dead or in jail?  Probably.   There is a time and a place for everything, and God has a plan.  I work in God's plans. 

Given we are talking Freemasonry, I became aware there are many types of Freemasonry.  There is Continental Freemasonry.  There is "Black Freemasonry" from the American South due to segregation. There is DeMolay Freemasonry.  Joseph Smith, false prophet, he was a Freemason.  I became aware that there was knowledge in Freemasonry were someone may have been able to to "Build" like the Stone Rejected by The Builders, build a religion or shape perspectives of man in particular ways.  The KKK was an off shoot occult group of Freemasonry.  Given someone was in one of these Occult groups, and was seeking knowledge, he may have ended up in several occult groups.  I track all this through God, and God's Holy Spirit.  I didn't become knowledgeable about all the particulars right away, but I have had a big picture view of things. 

We are looking for the particular Occult group associated with the World Economic Forum that had been running the US during the Biden Administration, and has been currently pushing to stay in power.  I see that they are an off shoot of Continental Freemasonry out of France more similar to how US Freemasonry helped produce Joseph Smith or the KKK.  I don't know much about France, at this time.  France doesn't end up in my news much.  I don't have a label for it other than World Economic Forum people.  

How did the WEF end up in American Politics?  Barrack Obama.  Obama created a coalition of Foreign Intellectuals, Non-Americans, and Liberal Elites.  Obama abandoned the American working class which helped Nationalist Donald Trump win and shift politics.  Barrack Obama and Harry Reid were into some Occultism.  

All of the Occultism, it is going to end.  All hidden things shall be brought into the light.  As we work to build God's Kingdom, it will all go away.   

Saturday, April 19, 2025

Spiritual Concepts: Justice

 God, through Moses, he lead Israel out of Egypt.  Israel was a loose collection of families and tribes.  In Egypt, there was infrastructure and laws.  Outside of Egypt, with Moses, people looked to God, through Moses, for guidance.  What are some of the first things that happened?  Law was given.  Judges were appointed.  Justice is fundamental to mankind. 

What is justice?  Justice is the settling of disputes.  Two men have a dispute over a goat.  They could have a knife fight over the goat.  They could end up Hatfield's and McCoy's feuding over the goat.  Instead, they may be able to take their dispute to an honorable elder within the community, someone whose judgement they both respect.  The elder, the judge, he hears both sides of the dispute.  He makes a judgement.  The dispute is over.  The matter is settled. 

In the US, Roe vs Wade may be an example of a bad decision made by dishonorable people.  Why?  The dispute wasn't settled.  People were arguing over abortion for decades.  In the Dobbs v Jackson,  Roe v Wade was overturned.  There is something fundamentally wrong going on in the American Justice System.  

Is Your Honor or The Honorable just a title?  Given Your Honor was just a title, and not a precept someone was living, that judge may have been a dishonorable turd, a worthless person who brought shame to the justice system, and the profession.  In King County, Washington, which would be Seattle, are there female judges playing passive aggressive, pretending to be victims?  A judge isn't a victim.  A judge is on top of an Authority Hierarchy.  A judge playing passive aggressive was dishonoring themselves, and the profession. 

An honorable person should be beyond repute.  A judge should not be involved in politics, and there should be no politics in their decision making.  Given a judge is a dishonorable person, people may not care to take their disputes there.  They may rather have that knife fight.......or Civil War.  For most of history, the Judiciary started with The King.  Given the King was dishonorable, and not observing sacred traditions, given the King was making bad decisions, he was a Tyrant.  Dishonorable people, when they come into power, they tend towards totalitarianism.  Dishonorable people acting in a totalitarian way may be observed in American politics. 

Is God a conservative or liberal?  God isn't political....except for where people have set themselves against God.  That may be like Nancy Pelosi blaming God for Donald Trump winning in 2024.  Nancy Pelosi blamed God for her opponent winning.  Does that make Nancy Pelosi some sort of pagan or occultist?  That may be a worthwhile avenue of investigation. 

I have not written much about politics in this blog, and I don't know that I care to.  I may have hit the reader over the head with some deep political thoughts.  All you needed towards understanding justice were the first two paragraphs.  Something to pray about and reflect on. 

Spiritual Concept: Honor

 God is Honorable.  God does not lie.  Given God spoke something, it comes true.  The Bible is The WORD of God.  Have you ever heard a man say something like "My Word is my bond?"  The connotations of Word, is promise and honor. 

Israel, in the Old Testament, Israel was different than other nations.  All nations had their court sorcerers and wise men.  Israel had The Prophets.  Starting with Prophet Samuel, there were men God was speaking directly through with a "Thus Saith The Lord."  Someone like a Prophet Jeremiah, he may have given many smaller prophecies that had come true during his life time.  This may have been part of how Jeremiah's peers may have been able to identify him as a prophet.  Someone could fake being a prophet, and be false.  In fact, the Bible directly warns us of false prophets, and directly says that God will send false prophets to test.  (Deuteronomy 13) 

13 [a]If a prophet, or one who foretells by dreams, appears among you and announces to you a sign or wonder, and if the sign or wonder spoken of takes place, and the prophet says, “Let us follow other gods” (gods you have not known) “and let us worship them,” you must not listen to the words of that prophet or dreamer. The Lord your God is testing you to find out whether you love him with all your heart and with all your soul. It is the Lord your God you must follow, and him you must revere. Keep his commands and obey him; serve him and hold fast to him. That prophet or dreamer must be put to death for inciting rebellion against the Lord your God, who brought you out of Egypt and redeemed you from the land of slavery. That prophet or dreamer tried to turn you from the way the Lord your God commanded you to follow. You must purge the evil from among you.

God directly explains that he will send false prophets to test you.  God tests the heart.  Christians should be vigilant.  Given someone did not understand honor, or believed honor to be a "1950's thing and good riddance," they may have had a hard time understanding God. They may have had a hard time seeing and identifying false people.  

I am aware of Dr. Jordan Peterson, and some of his lectures.  He liked to talk about the false god Marduk.  Marduk seemed to have The Power of the Tongue.  He spoke "Magic Words."  It may be that he was a Son of God.  That is a different topic.  There is a way to untwist and decipher other religions in the context of Christianity.  The Stone Rejected by The Builders Becomes the Chief Cornerstone.  (Psalms 118:22)  A Builder may have been a teacher of religious law who was building how men perceive themselves and perceive God.  (Luke 20:9-19)  When we are talking about Spiritual Concepts, these concepts may be able to be seen in other religions to some degree.  Satan was a liar with a paintbrush.  He painted various spiritual concepts, and entities, into different religions. 

Short Video:  "Dr Peterson on Marduk Speaking Magic Words.

Honor.  God does not lie.  God spoke, and something was created.  This is where we derive The Power of the Tongue.  God may have been speaking through someone.  Christians should be of one mind.  (Philippians 2:2)  Someone does not have to be a Prophet in Christianity to have developed The Power of the Tongue.  Any baptized Christian may be able to do so in their journey of faith. 

Learning to develop the Power of the Tongue, it may have started with perceiving God.  Your body is a temple.  Jesus lives in a man through his Holy Spirit.  Someone learns to perceive, to intuitively feel God, like "Going with your gut."  He doesn't over think it.  He is a doer.  He does.  He learns to walk in God with no doubt and no fear.  No worry.  

In this blog, someone reading here may have been taught many of these peripheral concepts.  Developing the Power of the Tongue should be part of a man's journey of Faith.  To develop the Power of the Tongue, someone was going through sanctification through God's Holy Spirit, they were becoming Holy, and they were aligning their thoughts and words with The Prophets of the Bible.  Given someone didn't know, or had nothing to say, he doesn't speak.  It is the quiet one's that get them in the end? 


Friday, April 18, 2025

Spiritual Concept - Behind Closed Doors

 What happens behind closed doors?  Do you know?  God knows.  Behind closed doors is a particular spiritual concept that may have had some particular Spiritual Laws to attached to it.  There appears to be a corrupt understanding of Behind Closed Doors.  I will teach you how God taught me, an uncorrupted understanding.  

 One day, I was reading my Bible.  I was reading about The Holy of Holies in the Temple of God.  The Holy of Holies was the Most Holy Place where the very presence of God was.  The Holy of Holies is where the Ark of the Covenant was kept.  Only The High Priest was allowed in the Holy of Holies, and only once a year during Yom Kippur.  The Holy of Holies was separated from the rest of the temple by a curtain or veil.  As I was reading about the Holy of Holies, and the curtain that separated it from the temple, God told me "Behind Closed Doors." 

Previous Post:  "Understanding and Growing in Faith" on In God We Trust Blog.

God had given me some Proverbs that were defined in "Understanding and Growing in Faith."  There are Spiritual Laws relating to how Faith works associated with said Proverbs. Behind Closed Doors would be a Spiritual Concept in the same way.  There were rules or Spiritual Laws associated with why the Holy of Holies was separate from the rest of the temple.  There were Rules or Spiritual Laws associated with how the High Priest was supposed to enter the Holy of Holies.  Reflecting with God, dwelling on God's Law, can you see what rules or laws may have been?  

Shortly after learning about "Behind Closed Doors," a Spiritual Concept, I Youtube searched "Behind Closed Doors.  Anytime someone mentioned the concept, it may have been there was some understanding there.  Personally, I was most drawn to the band Pop Evil.  The themes worked well.  Given we can find a band with one song that appears to be "Spiritually Relevant," we may be able to find more of their songs that were also Spiritually Relevant, if not, prophetic.  

Spiritually Relevant -  Not necessarily Spiritually Right or Correct, like someone was a servant of God, but relevant all the same, where someone may have ventured into particular occultism or something.   

Things to pray and reflect on. 

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Dark Night of the Soul Testimony

May 24, 2014, I was about to be homeless. I had kept being arrested for things like walking home from a bar, and being held with the...