Testimony - Fallen Angels

 It was Fall 2014.  I was living in an unfurnished apartment.  I had just worked out of homelessness.  I was laying on the floor in my bedroom.  It may have been around 3:00 am.  Suddenly, God tells me "He is coming."  

"Who?" I ask  

"Belial" he says.  

I was laying on the floor in my bedroom.  There is a wall of the apartment, separating me from outside.  I feel Belial as he approaches.  He approached the apartment from outside.  He feel this dark cloud of evil.  It feels heavy.  It was outside the apartment.  It passed through the wall, and was hovering over me.  There was "Demon speak."  Some sort of guttural mumbling in some language I didn't understand.  

I was laying on my side.  I didn't care to look at it.  I worked to pray to God.  My jaw felt wired shut.  I couldn't open my mouth.  

I was uncomfortable.  I suppose I panicked at first.  I have been uncomfortable before.  I relaxed.  I kept working to open my mouth and pray.  Eventually.....it took five or ten minutes, I was able to open my mouth enough to let out a prayer in the name of The Lord Jesus Christ for Belial to go away.  He went away.  I went back to sleep.  

Reflecting 

How did I end up with Belial?  I had been working for God online, often over social media. I found a place online that I believed was "Illuminati."  I started leaving scriptures there in a hostile way towards convicting them.  

I ended up with a similar experience with Belial, with a similar cause to why he showed up, I ended up experiencing this three times.  Each successive time he felt weaker.  That was 2014-2015.  

Over the years, every so often, working for God online, I did something and my jaw starts seizing up.  I have a hard time opening my mouth or eating.  I deal with it, and it passes.  

This is the testimony.   Angels are created beings that had a purpose or function.  A fallen angel was separate from God.  A lot of the understanding of Angels and fallen Angels I have written here, it came after the experience in this testimony.  

Addendum - 

Question:  How do you know Belial is a fallen angel?  

That is what God told me.  

Angels were beings with a purpose or a function.  Demons are tied to sins.  

Belial is worthless.  As an angel he may have had some function over worth or un-worth of something.  As a fallen angel, he cannot perform his higher functions.  Belial is worthless.  

Given God had a baseball team, and he kicked out the center fielder, someone has to move over to fill in the gap.  After Jesus Christ, we gain worth through The Lord Jesus Christ.  

Belial was sort of like a leech.  He was feeding off of the righteousness and blessings God gave to man.   Not one is righteous.  Belial has been starved more recently.  

During the Middle Ages, doctors were using leeches as a remedy.  This would be a sign of something.  

These are understanding that came later.  

Question: Was Belial one of Satan's Angels that were kicked out of heaven with Satan?  

No.  

Nothing new happens under the sun.  (Ecclesiastes 1:9-11)  Like the Book of Enoch, there may have been a few iterations of God kicking some angels out.  Belial was kicked out during a time prior to.  Belial is mentioned in the Dead Sea Scrolls.  He was considered an angel. 

Question:  What was "The Community" of the Dead Sea Scrolls?  

The 7000 God set aside for himself. (1 Kings 19:18)

We may be able to do the Scroll of War later.  

Question:  Where does your understanding of Angels being multi-faceted come from?  

Ezekiel 1.  

Ezekiel's angels have four faces.  An angel may have been a guiding light, or left someone lost.  

Given there was an angel presiding over pride, are there multiple facets of pride?  Pride is a sin.  A lot of sins are tied to a man's ego and pride.  Pride, as in Self-Worth, may be a good thing that keeps a man from being a doormat like Jesus chasing the money changers out of the temple.  

Understanding the multi-faceted nature of angels gets into "Spiritual Logic."  It is not something I talk a lot about or explain.  It is something I gained by Abiding in Christ.  It is more about doing and being, and everything comes around.  A lot of people talk about The Armor of God.  (Ephesians 6:10-18)  Talking about something is different from being and doing.  God's plan is God's Kingdom.  God's Kingdom has particular values. By being and doing, someone may just end up in the Armor of God, wielding the Sword of Truth.    

God is love. 
The Lord is a man of war. 
Show kindness and mercy.  
Spare the rod, spoil the child.  

Given I am a teacher in a classroom, I show no kindness or mercy by sparing the proverbial rod.

Question:  If someone was scrolling through a list of demons in various legends or Christian history, how many of them are actually fallen angels?  

Some.  

Were they tied to a specific sin or were did they appear to have a function with creation?  It takes discernment.  

"Faust," that would be a greater demon.  

Something like a "Rumpelstiltskin," would be a Fallen Angel, or the facade of one.  Various fairy tales may have carried Spiritual Understandings.  

Question:  When you prayed for Belial to go away, how may that have been different from someone else?  

A prayer is like a letter to God.  Did someone have "Faith",  in their prayer?  

Faith is different than belief.  FAITH IS DIFFERENT THAN BELIEF.  If you are one of those people, you need to go take a walk, and say this over and over again until you hits you.  Faith and belief are not interchangeable words.   Doubt and fear kill faith.  Faith may be a state.  A state of being without doubt and without fear.  This happens in a personal relationship with The Lord Jesus Christ.  If you were reading here, and you coped an attitude, you will do this.  Go for a walk.  You need to repeat in your mind "Faith is different than belief."  

Given a man was driving home from work, and he was worried about his wife talking to the nosy neighbor who causes trouble and drama, he didn't have much faith in her.  She may have given him reason to doubt.  

Given a man drives home, and he finds his house clean, and dinner on the table.....he didn't see his wife cook or clean.  He had evidence of things unseen, things hoped for.  (Hebrews 11:1)  Over the course of several months, given a man comes home, and can relax because his wife took care of things around the house, husband and wife, they may have grown in faith, a personal relationship with each other.  They learned where to lean on each other.  

How does someone lean on God?  

A lot of people have had false beliefs or a blind faith.  Did I need to explain this as well?  

Wife lost respect for her husband.  She gives him hints about it, but he was blind and deaf.  He had a false image of whom she was in her head.  He had a false belief.  When she says things that don't align with this false belief, it is in one ear and out the other, or it is like hitting a wall and bouncing off.  Wife was in adultery with the mail man.  Husband had false belief that she would never do something like that, and never picked up on the signs.